“Belle,” said Mildred, with a solemnity that made the reckless, discouraged girl turn pale, “you had better take a knife from that table and stab mamma than do anything wrong.”

“Oh, hush!” whispered Belle, for Mrs. Jocelyn now entered with the children, whom she was glad to have away when the unnatural father returned, even though she knew they were with the wild young Arabs of the tenement.

CHAPTER XXXVI

A WOMAN’S HEART

Mrs. Jocelyn and her daughters were silent and depressed during their meagre supper, for they never could become accustomed to the terrible skeleton in their household.  When Mr. Jocelyn confined himself solely to opium he was not so revolting, but common, beastly intoxication was unendurable.  They felt that it was brutalizing his very soul, and becoming a millstone around their necks which must drag them down to some unknown abyss of infamy.  Mechanically they went through the motions of eating, the mother and daughters forcing down the little food they could afford, and the children ravenously devouring all that was given to them.  As Mildred saw the mother trying to slip unnoticed her almost untasted supper from her plate to Fred’s, she laid a hand upon her arm and said: 

“No, mamma; remember you are to live,” she added in a low whisper, and the poor creature tried to smile and was submissive.

With a pathetic maintenance of their old-time habits, they had scarcely cleared away the supper-table, put the children to rest, and made the poor little place as neat and inviting as possible, when Mr. Wentworth appeared, followed by Roger.  Mildred had been expecting the latter with trepidation, Belle with impatience; and the hard, lowering look on the face of the young girl gave way to one of welcome and pleasure, for if Belle’s good moods were apt to be transient, so were her evil ones, and the hearty, healthy spirits of the young fellow were contagious.  Mildred was greatly relieved to see Mr. Wentworth, for while she had fully resolved to yield to Roger’s suit, her heart, despite her will, welcomed delay.  She was also glad that her pastor was present, for she could now show her strong gratitude without fear of immediate and embarrassing results.  She was therefore more prompt even than Belle, and, taking the young man’s hand in both of her own, she said, with tears in her eyes: 

“Why didn’t you let me thank you this morning?  My gratitude has been growing every moment, and you must take it all or I shall sink under it.  Mr. Wentworth, I should have been in some horrible prison to-night, with my heart breaking from sorrow and shame, if it were not for this kind, generous friend, Mr. Atwood.  I long cherished an unreasoning prejudice against you, and showed it openly.  You have taken a strange revenge.  No Southern gentleman could have acted more nobly, and a Southern girl could not use stronger praise than that.”