But when she saw his white, haggard face and nervous, timid manner, she was almost shocked, and exclaimed, with impulsive sympathy, “Mr. Arnold, you have been ill. I have done you wrong.”
He did not quite understand her, and was indiscreet enough to repeat, “You have done me wrong, Miss Millie?”
“Pardon me. Perhaps you do not know that we are in deep trouble. My father’s firm has failed, and we shall have to give up our home. Indeed, I hardly know what we shall do. When in trouble, one’s thoughts naturally turn to one’s friends. I thought perhaps you would come to see me,” and two tears that she could not repress in her eyes.
“Oh, that I were a man!” groaned Arnold, mentally, and never had human cruelty inflicted a keener pang than did Mildred’s sorrowful face and the gentle reproach implied in her words.
“I—I have been ill,” he said hesitatingly. “Miss Millie,” he added impulsively, “you can never know how deeply I feel for you.”
She lifted her eyes questioningly to his face, and its expression was again unmistakable. For a moment she lost control of her overburdened heart, and bowing her face in her hands gave way to the strong tide of her feelings. “Oh!” she sobbed, “I have been so anxious and fearful about the future. People have come here out of curiosity, and others have acted as if they did not care what became of us, if they only obtained the money we owed them. I did not think that those who were so smiling and friendly a short time since could be so harsh and indifferent. A thousand times I have thought of that poor ship that I saw the waves beat to pieces, and it has seemed as if it might be our fate. I suppose I am morbid, and that some way will be provided, but some way is not A way.”