Antonia’s case a somewhat serious but by no
means dangerous attack; and she did indeed recover
more quickly than her father had dared to hope.
She now clung to him with the most confiding childlike
affection; she entered into his favorite hobbies—into
his mad schemes and whims. She helped him take
old violins to pieces and glue new ones together.
“I won’t sing again any more, but live
for you,” she often said, sweetly smiling upon
him, after she had been asked to sing and had refused.
Such appeals, however, the Councillor was anxious
to spare her as much as possible; therefore it was
that he was unwilling to take her into society, and
solicitously shunned all music. He well understood
how painful it must be for her to forego altogether
the exercise of that art which she had brought to
such a pitch of perfection. When the Councillor
bought the wonderful violin that he had buried with
Antonia, and was about to take it to pieces, she met
him with such sadness in her face and softly breathed
the petition, “What! this as well?” By
some power, which he could not explain, he felt impelled
to leave this particular instrument unbroken, and to
play upon it. Scarcely had he drawn the first
few notes from it than Antonia cried aloud with joy,
“Why, that’s me!—now I shall
sing again.” And, in truth, there was something
remarkably striking about the clear, silvery, bell-like
tones of the violin; they seemed to have been engendered
in the human soul. Krespel’s heart was deeply
moved; he played, too, better than ever. As he
ran up and down the scale, playing bold passages with
consummate power and expression, she clapped her hands
together and cried with delight, “I did that
well! I did that well.”
From this time onwards her life was filled with peace
and cheerfulness. She often said to the Councillor,
“I should like to sing something, father.”
Then Krespel would take his violin down from the wall
and play her most beautiful songs, and her heart was
right glad and happy. Shortly before my arrival
in H——, the Councillor fancied one
night that he heard somebody playing the piano in
the adjoining room, and he soon made out distinctly
that B—— was flourishing on the
instrument in his usual style. He wished to get
up, but felt himself held down as if by a dead weight,
and lying as if fettered in iron bonds; he was utterly
unable to move an inch. Then Antonia’s
voice was heard singing low and soft; soon, however,
it began to rise and rise in volume until it became
an ear-splitting fortissimo; and at length she passed
over into a powerfully impressive song which B—–had
once composed for her in the devotional style of the
old masters. Krespel described his condition
as being incomprehensible, for terrible anguish was
mingled with a delight he had never experienced before.
All at once he was surrounded by a dazzling brightness,
in which he beheld B—–and Antonia
locked in a close embrace, and gazing at each other
in a rapture of ecstasy. The music of the song