but with the certainty of dying early, or whether
she would spread round her father in his old days
that joy and peace which had hitherto been unknown
to him, and so secure a long life. She threw herself
sobbing into his arms, and he, knowing the heartrending
trial that was before her, did not press for a more
explicit declaration, He talked the matter over with
her betrothed; but, notwithstanding that the latter
averred that no note should ever cross Antonia’s
lips, the Councillor was only too well aware that
even B—— could not resist the temptation
of hearing her sing, at any rate arias of his own
composition. And the world, the musical public,
even though acquainted with the nature of the singer’s
affliction, would certainly not relinquish its claims
to hear her, for in cases where pleasure is concerned
people of this class are very selfish and cruel.
The Councillor disappeared from F——
along with Antonia, and came to H——.
B—— was in despair when he learned
that they had gone. He set out on their track,
overtook them, and arrived at H——
at the same time that they did. “Let me
see him only once, and then die!” entreated
Antonia. “Die! die!” cried Krespel,
wild with anger, an icy shudder running through him.
His daughter, the only creature in the wide world
who had awakened in him the springs of unknown joy,
who alone had reconciled him to life, tore herself
away from his heart, and he—he suffered
the terrible trial to take place. B——
sat down to the piano; Antonia sang; Krespel fiddled
away merrily, until the two red spots showed themselves
on Antonia’s cheeks. Then he bade her stop;
and as B—— was taking leave of his
betrothed, she suddenly fell to the floor with a loud
scream. “I thought,” continued Krespel
in his narration, “I thought that she was, as
I had anticipated, really dead; but as I had prepared
myself for the worst, my calmness did not leave me,
nor my self-command desert me. I grasped B——,
who stood like a silly sheep in his dismay, by the
shoulders, and said (here the Councillor fell into
his singing tone), ’Now that you, my estimable
pianoforte-player, have, as you wished and desired,
really murdered your betrothed, you may quietly take
your departure; at least have the goodness to make
yourself scarce before I run my bright hanger through
your heart. My daughter, who, as you see, is
rather pale, could very well do with some color from
your precious blood. Make haste and run, for I
might also hurl a nimble knife or two after you.’
I must, I suppose, have looked rather formidable as
I uttered these words, for, with a cry of the greatest
terror, B—— tore himself loose from
my grasp, rushed out of the room, and down the steps.”
Directly after B—— was gone, when
the Councillor tried to lift up his daughter, who lay
unconscious on the floor, she opened her eyes with
a deep sigh, but soon closed them again as if about
to die. Then Krespel’s grief found vent
aloud, and would not be comforted. The doctor,
whom the old housekeeper had called in, pronounced