wants is felt. Till the lower wants are supplied
you never feel the higher; and accordingly people
who pass through life barely succeeding in gaining
the supply of the lower wants, will hardly be got
to believe that the higher wants are ever really felt
at all. A man who is labouring anxiously to earn
food and shelter for his children—who has
no farther worldly end, and who thinks he would be
perfectly happy if he could only be assured on New
Year’s day that he would never fail in earning
these until the thirty-first of December, will hardly
believe you when you tell him that the Marquis at
the castle is now utterly miserable because the King
would not give him a couple of yards of blue or green
ribbon. And it is curious in how many cases worldly-successful
men mount, step after step, into a new series of wants,
implying a new set of mortifications and disappointments.
A person begins as a small tradesman; all he aims
at is a maintenance for him and his. That is his
first aim. Say he succeeds in reaching it.
A little ago he thought he would have been quite content
could he only do that. But from his new level
he sees afar a new peak to climb; now he aims at a
fortune. That is his next aim. Say he reaches
it. Now he buys an estate; now he aims at being
received and admitted as a country gentleman; and
the remainder of his life is given to striving for
social recognition in the county. How he schemes
to get the baronet to dine with him, and the baronet’s
lady to call upon his homely spouse! And every
one has remarked with amusement the hive of petty
mortifications, failures, and disappointments, through
which he fights his way, till, as it may chance, he
actually gains a dubious footing in the society he
seeks, or gives up the endeavour as a final failure.
Who shall say that any one of the successive wants
the man has felt is more fanciful, less real, than
any other? To Mr. Oddbody, living in his fine
house, it is just as serious an aim to get asked to
the Duke’s ball, as in former days it was to
Jack Oddbody to carry home on Saturday night the shillings
which were to buy his bread and cheese.
And another shade of disappointment which keeps pace
with all material success is that which arises, not
from failing to get a thing, but from getting it and
then discovering that it is not what we had fancied—that
it will not make us happy. Is not this disappointment
ft It everywhere? When the writer was a little
boy, he was promised that on a certain birthday a
donkey should be bought for his future riding.
Did not he frequently allude to it in conversation
with his companions? Did not he plague the servants
for information as to the natural history and moral
idiosyncrasy of donkeys? Did not the long-eared
visage appear sometimes through his dreams? Ah,
the donkey came! Then followed the days of being
pitched over his head; the occasions on which the
brute of impervious hide rushed through hedges and
left me sticking in them: happiness was no nearer,