of a grain of sentirnentalism, in the subdued and quiet
tone of the man’s whole aspect and manner and
address, the manifest proof that he had not shut down
the leaf upon that old page of his history, that lie
had never quite got over that great grief of earlier
years. One felt better and more hopeful for the
sight. I suppose many people, after meeting some
overwhelming loss or trial, have fancied that they
would soon die; but that is almost invariably a delusion.
Various dogs have died of a broken heart, but very
few human beings. The inferior creature has pined
away at his master’s loss: as for us, it
is not that one would doubt the depth and sincerity
of sorrow, but that there is more endurance in our
constitution, and that God has appointed that grief
shall rather mould and influence than kill. It
is a much sadder sight than an early death, to see
human beings live on after heavy trial, and sink into
something very unlike their early selves and very inferior
to their early selves. I can well believe that
many a human being, if he eould have a glimpse in
innocent youth of what he will be twenty or thirty
years after, would pray in anguish to be taken before
coming to that! Mansie Wauch’s glimpse of
destitution was bad enough; but a million times worse
is a glimpse of hardened and unabashed sin and shame.
And it would be no comfort—it would be an
aggravation in that view—to think that by
the time you have reached that miserable point, you
will have grown pretty well reconciled to it.
That is the worst of all. To be wicked and depraved,
and to feel it, and to be wretched under it, is bad
enough; but it is a great deal worse to have fallen
into that depth of moral degradation, and to feel
that really you don’t care. The instinct
of accommodation is not always a blessing. It
is happy for us, that, though in youth we hoped to
live in a castle or a palace, we can make up our mind
to live in a little parsonage or a quiet street in
a country town. It is happy for us, that, though
in youth we hoped to be very great and famous, we
are so entirely reconciled to being little and unknown.
But it is not happy for the poor girl who walks the
Haymarket at night that she feels her degradation so
little. It is not happy that she has come to
feel towards her miserable life so differently now
from what she would have felt towards it, had it been
set before her while she was the blooming, thoughtless
creature in the little cottage in the country.
It is only by fits and starts that the poor drunken
wretch, living in a garret upon a little pittance
allowed him by his relations, who was once a man of
character and hope, feels what a sad pitch he has come
to. If you could get him to feel it constantly,
there would be some hope of his reclamation even yet.