before many years be alone in life, thousands of miles
from you and from his early home, an insignificant
item in the bitter price which Britain pays for her
Indian Empire. It is even possible, though you
hardly for a moment admit that thought, that the child
may turn out a heartless and wicked man, and prove
your shame and heart-break; all wicked and heartless
men have been the children of somebody; and many of
them, doubtless, the children of those who surmised
the future as little as Eve did when she smiled upon
the infant Cain. And the fireside by which you
sit, now merry and noisy enough, may grow lonely,—lonely
with the second loneliness, not the hopeful solitude
of youth looking forward, but the desponding loneliness
of age looking back. And it is so with everything
else. Your health may break down. Some fearful
accident may befall you. The readers of the
magazine may cease to care for your articles.
People may get tired of your sermons. People
may stop buying your books, your wine, your groceries,
your milk and cream. Younger men may take away
your legal business. Yet how often these fears
prove utterly groundless! It was good and wise
advice given by one who had managed, with a cheerful
and hopeful spirit, to pass through many trying and
anxious years, to ’take short views:’—not
to vex and worry yourself by planning too far a-head.
And a wiser than the wise and cheerful Sydney Smith
had anticipated his philosophy. You remember
Who said, ’Take no thought,’—that
is, no over-anxious and over-careful thought—’for
the morrow; for the morrow shall take thought for
the things of itself.’ Did you ever sail
over a blue summer sea towards a mountainous coast,
frowning, sullen, gloomy: and have you not seen
the gloom retire before you as you advanced; the hills,
grim in the distance, stretch into sunny slopes when
you neared them; and the waters smile in cheerful
light that looked so black when they were far away?
And who is there that has not seen the parallel in
actual life? We have all known the anticipated
ills of life—the danger that looked so big,
the duty that looked so arduous, the entanglement that
we could not see our way through—prove
to have been nothing more than spectres on the far
horizon; and when at length we reached them, all their
difficulty had vanished into air, leaving us to think
what fools we had been for having so needlessly conjured
up phantoms to disturb our quiet. Yes, there
is no doubt of it, a Very great part of all we suffer
in this world is from the apprehension of things that
never come. I remember well how a dear friend,
whom I (and many more) lately lost, told me many times
of his fears as to what he would do in a certain contingency
which both he and I thought was quite sure to come
sooner or later. I know that the anticipation
of it caused him some of the most anxious hours of
a very anxious, though useful and honoured life.
How vain his fears proved! He was taken from
this world before what he had dreaded had cast its
most distant shadow. Well, let me try to discard
the notion which has been sometimes worrying me of
late, that perhaps I have written nearly as many essays
as any one will care to read. Don’t let
any of us give way to fears which may prove to have
been entirely groundless.