these mental moods should be permitted to arise mainly
through the mind’s own working. It is not
fit that a man should watch his mental moods as he
marks the weather; and be always chronicling that
on such a day and such another he was in high or low
spirits, he was kindly-disposed or snappish, as the
case may be. The more stirring influence of intercourse
with others, renders men comparatively heedless of
the ups and downs of their own feelings; change of
scenes and faces, conversation, business engagements,
may make the day a lively or a depressed one, though
they rose at morning with a tendency to just the opposite
thing. But the solitary man is apt to look too
much inward; and to attach undue importance to the
fancies and emotions which arise spontaneously within
his own breast; many of them in great measure the
result of material causes. And as it is not a
healthy thing for a man to be always feeling his pulse,
and fearing that it shows something amiss; it is not
a healthy thing to follow the analogous course as regards
our immaterial health and development. And I cannot
but regard those religious biographies which we sometimes
read, in which worthy people of little strength of
character record particularly from day to day all
the shifting moods and fancies of their minds as regards
their religious concerns, as calculated to do a great
deal of mischief. It is founded upon a quite
mistaken notion of the spirit of true Christianity,
that a human being should be ever watching the play
of his mind, as one might watch the rise and fall of
the barometer; and recording phases of thought and
feeling which it is easy to see are in some cases,
and in some degree, at least, the result of change
of temperature, of dyspepsia, of deranged circulation
of the blood, as though these were the unquestionable
effects of spiritual influence, either supernal or
infernal. Let us try, in the matter of these
most solemn of all interests, to look more to great
truths and facts which exist quite independently of
the impression they may for the time produce upon us;
and less to our own fanciful or morbid frames and
feelings.
It cannot be denied that, in some respects, most men
are better men alone than in the society of their
fellows. They are kinder-hearted; more thoughtful;
more pious. I have heard a man say that he always
acted and felt a great deal more under the influence
of religious principle while living in a house all
by himself for weeks and months, than he did when
the house was filled by a family. Of course this
is not saying much for the steadfastness of a man’s
Christian principle. It is as much as to say
that he feels less likely to go wrong when he is not
tempted to go wrong. It is as though you said
in praise of a horse, that he never shies when there
is nothing to shy at. No doubt, when there are
no little vexatious realities to worry you, you will
not be worried by them. And little vexatious
realities are doubtless a trial of temper and of principle.