by taking hold of the doomed hair, and then giving
you a knock on the head that brought tears to your
eyes. For, in the more vivid sensation of that
knock you never felt the little twitch of the hair
as it quitted its hold. Yes, the stronger impression
makes you unaware of the weaker. And the impression
produced either upon thought or feeling by outward
scenes, is so much weaker than that produced by the
companionship of our kind, that in the presence of
the latter influence, the former remains unfelt, even
by men upon whom it would tell powerfully in the absence
of another. And so it is upon the lonely man that
skies and mountains, woods and fields and rivers,
tell with their full effect; it is to him that they
become a part of life; it is in him that they make
the inner shade or sunshine, and originate and direct
the processes of the intellect. You go out to
take a walk with a friend: you get into a conversation
that interests and engrosses you. And thus engrossed,
you hardly remark the hedges between which you walk,
or the soft outline of distant summer hills.
After the first half-mile, you are proof against the
influence of the dull December sky, or the still October
woods. But when you go out for your solitary
walk, unless your mind be very much preoccupied indeed,
your feeling and mood are at the will of external nature.
And after a few hundred yards, unless the matter which
was in your mind at starting be of a very worrying
and painful character, you begin gradually to take
your tone from the sky above you, and the ground on
which you tread. You hear the birds, which, walking
with a sympathetic companion, you would never have
noticed. You feel the whole spirit of the scene,
whether cheerful or gloomy, gently pervading you,
and sinking into your heart. I do not know how
far all this, continued through months or years of
comparative loneliness, may permanently affect character;
we can stand a great deal of kneading without being
lastingly affected, either for better or worse; but
there can be no question at all, that in a solitary
life nature rises into a real companion, producing
upon our present mood a real effect. As more
articulate and louder voices die away upon our ear,
we begin to hear the whisper of trees, the murmur of
brooks, the song of birds, with a distinctness and
a meaning not known before.
The influence of nature on most minds is likely to be a healthful one; still, it is not desirable to allow that influence to become too strong. And there is a further influence which is felt in a solitary life, which ought never to be permitted to gain the upper hand. I mean the influence of our own mental moods. It is not expedient to lead too subjective a life. We look at all things, doubtless, through our own atmosphere; our eyes, to a great extent, make the world they see. And no doubt, too, it is the sunshine within the breast that has most power to brighten; and the thing that can do most to darken is the shadow there. Still, it is not fit that