for two or three hours together in his cave, without
stirring hand or foot. The vital principle grows
weak when isolated. You must have a number of
embers together to make a warm fire; separate them,
and they will soon go out and grow cold. And
even so, to have brisk, conscious, vigorous life,
you must have a number of lives together. They
keep each other warm. They encourage and support
each other. I dare say the solitary man, sitting
at the close of a long evening by his lonely fireside,
has sometimes felt as though the flame of life had
sunk so low that a very little thing would be enough
to put it out altogether. From the motionless
limbs, from the unstrung hands, it seemed as though
vitality had ebbed away, and barely kept its home in
the feeble heart. At such a time some sudden
blow, some not very violent shock, would suffice to
quench the spark for ever. Reading the accounts
in the newspapers of the cold, hunger, and misery which
our poor soldiers suffered in the Crimea, have you
not thought at such a time that a hundredth part of
that would have been enough to extinguish you?
Have you not wondered at the tenacity of material life,
and at the desperate grasp with which even the most
wretched cling to it? Is it worth the beggar’s
while, in the snow-storm, to struggle on through the
drifting heaps towards the town eight miles off, where
he may find a morsel of food to half-appease his hunger,
and a stone stair to sleep in during the night?
Have not you thought, in hours when you were conscious
of that shrinking of life into its smallest compass—that
retirement of it from the confines of its territory,
of which we have been thinking—that in that
beggar’s place you would keep up the fight no
longer, but creep into some quiet corner, and there
lay yourself down and sleep away into forgetfulness?
I do not say that the feeling is to be approved, or
that it can in any degree bear being reasoned upon;
but I ask such readers as have led solitary lives,
whether they have not somelimes felt it? It is
but the subdued feeling which comes of loneliness
carried out to its last development. It is the
highest degree of that influence which manifests itself
in slow steps, in subdued tones of voice, in motionless
musings beside the fire.
Another consequence of a lonely life in the case of
many men, is an extreme sensitiveness to impressions
from external nature. In the absence of other
companions of a more energetic character, the scenes
amid which you live produce an effect on you which
they would fail to produce if you were surrounded
by human friends. It is the rule in nature, that
the stronger impression makes you unconscious of the
weaker. If you had charged with the Six Hundred,
you would not have remarked during the charge that
one of your sleeves was too tight. Perhaps in
your boyhood, a companion of a turn at once thoughtful
and jocular, offered to pull a hair out of your head
without your feeling it. And this he accomplished,