They had somehow all got on very well, and his brothers
and sisters were happy enough out there, Australians
in mind, thoroughly persuaded that theirs was the
better land, the best country in the world, and with
no desire to visit England. He had never felt
like that; somehow his father’s feeling about
the old country had taken such a hold of him that
he never outlived it—never felt at home
in Australia, however successful he was in his affairs.
The home feeling had been very strong in his father;
his greatest delight was to sit of an evening with
his children round him and tell them of the farm and
the old farm-house where he was born and had lived
so many years, and where some of them too had been
born. He was never tired of talking of it, of
taking them by the hand, as it were, and leading them
from place to place, to the stream, the village, the
old stone church, the meadows and fields and hedges,
the deep shady lanes, and, above all, to the dear
old ivied house with its gables and tall chimneys.
So many times had his father described it that the
old place was printed like a map on his mind, and
was like a picture which kept its brightness even
after the image of his boyhood’s home in Australia
had become faded and pale. With that mental
picture to guide him he believed that he could go
to that angle by the porch where the flycatchers bred
every year and find their nest; where in the hedge
the blackberries were most abundant; where the elders
grew by the stream from which he could watch the moorhens
and watervoles; that he knew every fence, gate, and
outhouse, every room and passage in the old house.
Through all his busy years that picture never grew
less beautiful, never ceased its call, and at last,
possessed of sufficient capital to yield him a modest
income for the rest of his life, he came home.
What he was going to do in England he did not consider.
He only knew that until he had satisfied the chief
desire of his heart and had looked upon the original
of the picture he had borne so long in his mind he
could not rest nor make any plans for the future.
He came first to London and found, on examining the
map of Hampshire, that the village of Thorpe (I will
call it), where he was born, is three miles from the
nearest station, in the southern part of the county.
Undoubtedly it was Thorpe; that was one of the few
names of places his father had mentioned which remained
in his memory always associated with that vivid image
of the farm in his mind. To Thorpe he accordingly
went —as pretty a rustic village as he
had hoped to find it. He took a room at the
inn and went out for a long walk—“just
to see the place,” he said to the landlord.
He would make no inquiries; he would find his home
for himself; how could he fail to recognize it?
But he walked for hours in a widening circle and
saw no farm or other house, and no ground that corresponded
to the picture in his brain.