If Honora felt any regret at this announcement, she did not express it.
“I thought you couldn’t stand Silverdale much longer,” she replied.
“You know why I stayed,” he said, and paused again—rather awkwardly for Mr. Spence. But Honora was silent. “I had a letter this morning from my partner, Sidney Dallam, calling me back.”
“I suppose you are very busy,” said Honora, detaching a copper-green scale of moss from the boulder.
“The fact is,” he explained, “that we have received an order of considerable importance, for which I am more or less responsible. Something of a compliment—since we are, after all, comparatively young men.”
“Sometimes,” said Honora, “sometimes I wish I were a man. Women are so hampered and circumscribed, and have to wait for things to happen to them. A man can do what he wants. He can go into Wall Street and fight until he controls miles of railroads and thousands and thousands of men. That would be a career!”
“Yes,” he agreed, smilingly, “it’s worth fighting for.”
Her eyes were burning with a strange light as she looked down the vista of the wood road by which they had come. He flung his cigarette into the water and took a step nearer her.
“How long have I known you?” he asked.
She started.
“Why, it’s only a little more than a week,” she said.
“Does it seem longer than that to you?”
“Yes,” admitted Honora, colouring; “I suppose it’s because we’ve been staying in the same house.”
“It seems to me,” said Mr. Spence, “that I have known you always.”
Honora sat very still. It passed through her brain, without comment, that there was a certain haunting familiarity about this remark; some other voice, in some other place, had spoken it, and in very much the same tone.
“You’re the kind of girl I admire,” he declared. “I’ve been watching you—more than you have any idea of. You’re adaptable. Put you down any place, and you take hold. For instance, it’s a marvellous thing to me how you’ve handled all the curiosities up there this week.”
“Oh, I like people,” said Honora, “they interest me.” And she laughed a little, nervously. She was aware that Mr. Spence was making love, in his own manner: the New fork manner, undoubtedly; though what he said was changed by the new vibrations in his voice. He was making love, too, with a characteristic lack of apology and with assurance. She stole a glance at him, and beheld the image of a dominating man of affairs. He did not, it is true, evoke in her that extreme sensation which has been called a thrill. She had read somewhere that women were always expecting thrills, and never got them. Nevertheless, she had not realized how close a bond of sympathy had grown between them until this sudden announcement of his going back to New York. In a little while she too would be leaving for St. Louis. The probability that she would never see him again seemed graver than she would have believed.