It seems to me that I remember, somewhere in the realistic novel I have mentioned “Le Feu”—­reading of singing soldiers, and an assumption on the part of their hearers that such songs are prompted only by a devil-may-care lightness of heart which the soldier achieves.  A shallow psychology (as the author points out), especially in these days of trench warfare!  The soldier sings to hide his real feelings, perhaps to give vent to them.  I am reminded of all this in connection with my trip to the British front.  I left London after lunch on one of those dreary, grey days to which I have referred; the rain had begun to splash angrily against the panes of the car windows before we reached the coast.  At five o’clock the boat pushed off into a black channel, whipped by a gale that drove the rain across the decks and into every passage and gangway.  The steamer was literally loaded with human beings, officers and men returning from a brief glimpse of home.  There was nothing of the glory of war in the embarkation, and, to add to the sad and sinister effect of it, each man as he came aboard mounted the ladder and chose, from a pile on the hatch combing, a sodden life-preserver, which he flung around his shoulders as he went in search of a shelter.  The saloon below, where we had our tea, was lighted indeed, but sealed so tight as to be insupportable; and the cabin above, stifling too, was dark as a pocket.  One stumbled over unseen passengers on the lounges, or sitting on kits on the floor.  Even the steps up which I groped my way to the deck above were filled, while on the deck there was standing-room only and not much of that.  Mal de mer added to the discomforts of many.  At length I found an uncertain refuge in a gangway amidships, hedged in between unseen companions; but even here the rain stung our faces and the spray of an occasional comber drenched our feet, while through the gloom of the night only a few yards of white water were to be discerned.  For three hours I stood there, trying to imagine what was in the minds of these men with whose bodies I was in such intimate contact.  They were going to a foreign land to fight, many of them to die, not in one of those adventurous campaigns of times gone by, but in the wet trenches or the hideous No Man’s Land between.  What were the images they summoned up in the darkness?  Visions of long-familiar homes and long-familiar friends?  And just how were they facing the future?  Even as I wondered, voices rose in a song, English voices, soldier voices.  It was not “Tipperary,” the song that thrilled us a few years ago.  I strove to catch the words: 

              “I want to go home! 
               I don’t want to go back to the trenches no more,
               Where there are bullets and shrapnel galore,
               I want to go home!”