And will probably lose twenty thousand before you have done. And I shall say to him that you have dared to make bold rebel speeches to a Lord of the Admiralty and to some of the King’s supporters. I shall tell your grandfather you are disgracing him.”
“Rebel speeches!” I cried.
“Yes, rebel speeches at Almack’s. Who ever heard of such a thing! No doubt I shall hear next of your going to a drawing-room and instructing his Majesty how to subdue the colonies. And then, sir, you will be sent to the Tower, and I shan’t move a finger to get you out.”
“Who told you of this, Dolly?” I demanded.
“Mr. Fox, himself, for one. He thought it so good,—or so bad,—that he took me aside last night at Lady Tankerville’s, asked me why I had let you out of Castle Yard, and told me I must manage to curb your tongue. I replied that I had about as much influence with you as I have with Dr. Franklin.”
I laughed.
“I saw Fox lead you off,” I said.
“Oh, you did, did you!” she retorted. “But you never once came near me yourself, save when I chanced to meet you in the hall, tho’ I was there a full three hours.”
“How could I!” I exclaimed. “You were surrounded by prime ministers and ambassadors, and Heaven knows how many other great people.”
“When you wish to do anything, Richard, you usually find a way.”
“Nay,” I answered, despairing, “I can never explain anything to you, Dolly. Your tongue is too quick for mine.”
“Why didn’t you go home with your captain?” she asked mockingly.
“Do you know why I stayed?”
“I suppose because you want to be a gay spark and taste of the pleasures of London. That is, what you men are pleased to call pleasures. I can think of no other season.”
“There is another,” I said desperately.
“Ah,” said Dolly. And in her old aggravating way she got up and stood in the window, looking out over the park. I rose and stood beside her, my very temples throbbing.
“We have no such springs at home,” she said. “But oh, I wish I were at Wilmot House to-day!”
“There is another reason,” I repeated. My voice sounded far away, like that of another. I saw the colour come into her cheeks again, slowly. The southwest wind, with a whiff of the channel salt in it, blew the curtains at our backs.
“You have a conscience, Richard,” she said gently, without turning. “So few of us have.”
I was surprised. Nor did I know what to make of that there were so many meanings.
“You are wild,” she continued, “and impulsive, as they say your father was. But he was a man I should have honoured. He stood firm beside his friends. He made his enemies fear him. All strong men must have enemies, I suppose. They must make them.”
I looked at her, troubled, puzzled, but burning at her praise of Captain Jack.
“Dolly,” I cried, “you are not well. Why won’t you come back to Maryland?”