Charlotte Plimpton rose.

“I shall not bother you any longer at present, Mr. Hodder,” she said sweetly.  “I know you must have, this morning especially, a great deal to trouble you.”

He met her scrutiny calmly.

“It is only the things we permit to trouble us that do so, Mrs. Plimpton,” he replied.  “My own troubles have arisen largely from a lack of faith on the part of those whom I feel it is my duty to influence.”

It was then she delivered her parting shot, which she repeated, with much satisfaction, to her husband that evening.  She had reached the door.  “Was there a special service at Calvary yesterday?” she asked innocently, turning back.

“Not that I know of.”

“I wondered.  Mr. Parr was there; I’m told—­and he’s never been known to desert St. John’s except on the rarest occasions.  But oh, Mr. Hodder, I must congratulate you on your influence with Alison.  When she has been out here before she never used to come to church at all.”

THE INSIDE OF THE CUP

By Winston Churchill

Volume 7.

XXIII.  The choice
XXIV.  The vestry meets
XXV.  “Rise, crowned with light!”
XXVI.  The current of life

CHAPTER XXIII

THE CHOICE

I

Pondering over Alison’s note, he suddenly recalled and verified some phrases which had struck him that summer on reading Harnack’s celebrated History of Dogma, and around these he framed his reply.  “To act as if faith in eternal life and in the living Christ was the simplest thing in the world, or a dogma to which one has to submit, is irreligious. . .  It is Christian to pray that God would give the Spirit to make us strong to overcome the feelings and the doubts of nature. . .  Where this faith, obtained in this way, exists, it has always been supported by the conviction that the Man lives who brought life and immortality to light.  To hold fast this faith is the goal of life, for only what we consciously strive for is in this matter our own.  What we think we possess is very soon lost.”

“The feelings and the doubts of nature!” The Divine Discontent, the striving against the doubt that every honest soul experiences and admits.  Thus the contrast between her and these others who accepted and went their several ways was brought home to him.

He longed to talk to her, but his days were full.  Yet the very thought of her helped to bear him up as his trials, his problems accumulated; nor would he at any time have exchanged them for the former false peace which had been bought (he perceived more and more clearly) at the price of compromise.