to be squared. Say,” he demanded aggressively,
“are Parr and Langmaid any better than Beatty,
or any of the hold-up men Beatty covers? There’s
a street-walker over there in those flats that’s
got a million times more chance to get to heaven—if
there is any—than those financiers, as they
call ’emselves —I ain’t much
on high finance, but I’ve got some respect for
a second story man now—he takes some risks!
I’ll tell you what they did, they bought up
the short car lines that didn’t pay and sold
’em to themselves for fifty times as much as
they were worth; and they got controlling interests
in the big lines and leased ’em to themselves
with dividends guaranteed as high as eighteen per
cent. They capitalized the Consolidated for more
millions than a little man like me can think of, and
we handed ’em our money because we thought they
were honest. We thought the men who listed the
stock on the Exchange were honest. And when the
crash came, they’d got away with the swag, like
any common housebreakers. There were dummy directors,
and a dummy president. Eldon Parr didn’t
have a share—sold out everything when she
went over two hundred, but you bet he kept his stock
in the leased lines, which guarantee more than they
earn. He cleaned up five million, they say....
My money—the money that might give that
boy fresh air, and good doctors ....Say, you believe
in hell, don’t you? You tell Eldon Parr
to keep his charity,—he can’t send
any of it in here. And you’d better go back
to that church of his and pray to keep his soul out
of hell.” . . .
His voice, which had risen even to a higher pitch,
fell silent. And all at once, without warning,
Garvin sank, or rather tumbled upon the bed, sobbing
in a way that was terrible to see. The wife stole
across the room, sat down beside him, and laid her
hand on his shoulder. . . .
In spite of the intensity of his own anguish, Hodder
was conscious of a curious detachment; and for months
afterward particular smells, the sight of a gasoline
stove, a certain popular tune gave him a sharp twinge
of pain. The acid distilling in his soul etched
the scene, the sounds, the odours forever in his memory:
a stale hot wind from the alley rattled the shutter-slats,
and blew the door to; the child stirred; and above
the strident, irregular weeping rose main, in ironical
contrast, the piano and the voice across the yard.
In that glimpse he had into the heart of life’s
terrible mystery he momentarily understood many things:
he knew that behind the abandon of the woman’s
song was the same terror which reigned in the room
in which he stood . . . .
There were voices in the passageway without, a woman
saying in a German accent,—“It is
here, sir.”
There was a knock at the door . . . .
CHAPTER XI
THE LOST PARISHIONER
I