I think I grieved over my little son’s death as deeply and sincerely as ever man did, or could.  But the heart of the father is not as the heart of the mother.  Time brought no healing to Josephine; she fretted and pined; her cheeks lost their pretty oval, and her red mouth grew pale and drooping.

I hoped that spring might work its miracle upon her.  When the buds swelled, and the old earth grew green in the sun, and the gulls came back to the gray harbor, whose very grayness grew golden and mellow, I thought I should see her smile again.  But, when the spring came, came the dream-child, and the fear that was to be my companion, at bed and board, from sunsetting to sunsetting.

One night I awakened from sleep, realizing in the moment of awakening that I was alone.  I listened to hear whether my wife were moving about the house.  I heard nothing but the little splash of waves on the shore below and the low moan of the distant ocean.

I rose and searched the house.  She was not in it.  I did not know where to seek her; but, at a venture, I started along the shore.

It was pale, fainting moonlight.  The harbor looked like a phantom harbor, and the night was as still and cold and calm as the face of a dead man.  At last I saw my wife coming to me along the shore.  When I saw her, I knew what I had feared and how great my fear had been.

As she drew near, I saw that she had been crying; her face was stained with tears, and her dark hair hung loose over her shoulders in little, glossy ringlets like a child’s.  She seemed to be very tired, and at intervals she wrung her small hands together.

She showed no surprise when she met me, but only held out her hands to me as if glad to see me.

“I followed him—­but I could not overtake him,” she said with a sob.  “I did my best—­I hurried so; but he was always a little way ahead.  And then I lost him—­and so I came back.  But I did my best—­indeed I did.  And oh, I am so tired!”

“Josie, dearest, what do you mean, and where have you been?” I said, drawing her close to me.  “Why did you go out so—­alone in the night?”

She looked at me wonderingly.

“How could I help it, David?  He called me.  I had to go.”

“Who called you?”

“The child,” she answered in a whisper.  “Our child, David—­our pretty boy.  I awakened in the darkness and heard him calling to me down on the shore.  Such a sad, little wailing cry, David, as if he were cold and lonely and wanted his mother.  I hurried out to him, but I could not find him.  I could only hear the call, and I followed it on and on, far down the shore.  Oh, I tried so hard to overtake it, but I could not.  Once I saw a little white hand beckoning to me far ahead in the moonlight.  But still I could not go fast enough.  And then the cry ceased, and I was there all alone on that terrible, cold, gray shore.  I was so tired and I came home.  But I wish I could have found him.  Perhaps he does not know that I tried to.  Perhaps he thinks his mother never listened to his call.  Oh, I would not have him think that.”