and toil; I will look around me at thy bidding; I
will celebrate the full glory of thy splendour; trace
out, untired, the beauteous consistency of thy wondrous
work; willingly will I mark the marvellous course
of thy mighty, glowing timepiece; observe the balance
of gigantic powers, and the laws of the wondrous play
of countless spaces and their periods. But true
to the Night remains my heart of hearts, and to creative
Love, her daughter. Canst thou show me a heart
for ever faithful? Hath thy sun fond eyes that
know me? Do thy stars clasp my proffered hand?
Do they return the tender pressure, the caressing word?
Hast thou clothed her with fair hues and pleasing
outline? Or was it she who gave thine ornament
a higher, dearer meaning? What pleasure, what
enjoyment, can thy life afford, that shall overweigh
the ecstasies of death? Bears not everything
that inspires us the colours of the Night? Thee
she cherishes with a mother’s care; to her thou
owest all thy majesty. Thou hadst melted in
thyself, hadst been dissolved in endless space, had
she not restrained and encircled thee, so that thou
wert warm, and gavest life to the world. Verily
I was, before thou wert: the mother sent me
with my sisters to inhabit thy world, to hallow it
with love, so that it might be gazed on as a memorial
for ever, to plant it with unfading flowers.
As yet they have borne no fruit, these godlike thoughts;
but few as yet are the traces of our revelation.
The day shall come when thy timepiece pointeth to
the end of time, when thou shalt be even as one of
us; and, filled with longing and ardent love, be blotted
out and die. Within my soul I feel the end of
thy distracted power, heavenly freedom, hailed return.
In wild sorrow I recognise thy distance from our
home, thy hostility towards the ancient glorious heaven.
In vain are thy tumult and thy rage. Indestructible
remains the cross—a victorious banner of
our race.
“I wander over,
And every tear
To gem our pleasure
Will then appear.
A few more hours,
And I find my rest
In maddening bliss,
On the loved one’s breast.
Life, never ending,
Swells mighty in me;
I look from above down —
Look back upon thee.
By yonder hillock
Expires thy beam;
And comes with a shadow,
The cooling gleam.
Oh, call me, thou loved one,
With strength from above;
That I may slumber,
And wake to love.
I welcome death’s
Reviving flood;
To balm and to ether
It changes my blood.
I live through each day,
Filled with faith and desire;
And die when the Night comes
In heaven-born fire.”