In this watering-place I acted an heroic character, badly studied; and being a novice on such a stage, I forgot my part before a pair of lovely blue eyes.

All possible means were used by the infatuated parents to conclude the bargain; and deception put an end to these usual artifices.  And that is all—­all.

The powerful emotions which once swelled my bosom seem now in the retrospect to be poor and insipid, nay, even terrible to me.

Alas, Minna! as I wept for thee the day I lost thee, so do I now weep that I can no longer retrace thine image in my soul.

Am I, then, so far advanced into the vale of years?  O fatal effects of maturity! would that I could feel one throb, one emotion of former days of enchantment—­alas, not one! a solitary being, tossed on the wild ocean of life—­it is long since I drained thine enchanted cup to the dregs!

But to return to my narrative.  I had sent Bendel to the little town with plenty of money to procure me a suitable habitation.  He spent my gold profusely; and as he expressed himself rather reservedly concerning his distinguished master (for I did not wish to be named), the good people began to form rather extraordinary conjectures.

As soon as my house was ready for my reception, Bendel returned to conduct me to it.  We set out on our journey.  About a league from the town, on a sunny plain, we were stopped by a crowd of people, arrayed in holiday attire for some festival.  The carriage stopped.  Music, bells, cannons, were heard; and loud acclamations rang through the air.

Before the carriage now appeared in white dresses a chorus of maidens, all of extraordinary beauty; but one of them shone in resplendent loveliness, and eclipsed the rest as the sun eclipses the stars of night.  She advanced from the midst of her companions, and, with a lofty yet winning air, blushingly knelt before me, presenting on a silken cushion a wreath, composed of laurel branches, the olive, and the rose, saying something respecting majesty, love, honour, &c., which I could not comprehend; but the sweet and silvery magic of her tones intoxicated my senses and my whole soul:  it seemed as if some heavenly apparition were hovering over me.  The chorus now began to sing the praises of a good sovereign, and the happiness of his subjects.  All this, dear Chamisso, took place in the sun:  she was kneeling two steps from me, and I, without a shadow, could not dart through the air, nor fall on my knees before the angelic being.  Oh, what would I not now have given for a shadow!  To conceal my shame, agony, and despair, I buried myself in the recesses of the carriage.  Bendel at last thought of an expedient; he jumped out of the carriage.  I called him back, and gave him out of the casket I had by me a rich diamond coronet, which had been intended for the lovely Fanny.