in the south-east, a dark ruffled patch appeared on
the horizon, and we agreed that it was time to go.
The indistinguishable continuous growl now became
articulated into distinct crashes. I had miscalculated
the distance to the station, and before we got there
the rain, skirmishing in advance, was upon us.
We took shelter in a cottage for a moment in order
that Ellen might get a glass of water—bad-looking
stuff it was, but she was very thirsty—and
put on her cloak. We then started again on our
way. We reached the station at about half-past
six, before the thunder was overhead, but not before
Ellen had got wet, despite all my efforts to protect
her. She was also very hot from hurrying, and
yet there was nothing to be done but to sit in a kind
of covered shed till the train came up. The
thunder and lightning were, however, so tremendous,
that we thought of nothing else. When they were
at their worst, the lightning looked like the upset
of a cauldron of white glowing metal—with
such strength, breadth, and volume did it descend.
Just as the train arrived, the roar began to abate,
and in about half-an-hour it had passed over to the
north, leaving behind the rain, cold and continuous,
which fell all round us from a dark, heavy, grey sky.
The carnage in which we were was a third-class, with
seats arranged parallel to the sides. It was
crowded, and we were obliged to sit in the middle,
exposed to the draught which the tobacco smoke made
necessary. Some of the company were noisy, and
before we got to Red Hill became noisier, as the brandy-flasks
which had been well filled at Hastings began to work.
Many were drenched, and this was an excuse for much
of the drinking; although for that matter, any excuse
or none is generally sufficient. At Red Hill
we were stopped by other trains, and before we came
to Croydon we were an hour late. We had now
become intolerably weary. The songs were disgusting,
and some of the women who were with the men had also
been drinking, and behaved in a manner which it was
not pleasant that Ellen and Marie should see.
The carriage was lighted fortunately by one dim lamp
only which hung in the middle, and I succeeded at last
in getting seats at the further end, where there was
a knot of more decent persons who had huddled up there
away from the others. All the glory of the morning
was forgotten. Instead of three happy, exalted
creatures, we were three dejected, shivering mortals,
half poisoned with foul air and the smell of spirits.
We crawled up to London Bridge at the slowest pace,
and, finally, the railway company discharged us on
the platform at ten minutes past eleven. Not
a place in any omnibus could be secured, and we therefore
walked for a mile or so till I saw a cab, which—unheard-of
expense for me—I engaged, and we were landed
at our own house exactly at half-past twelve.
The first thing to be done was to get Marie to bed.
She was instantly asleep, and was none the worse
for her journey. With Ellen the case was different.
She could not sleep, and the next morning was feverish.
She insisted that it was nothing more than a bad cold,
and would on no account permit me even to give her
any medicine. She would get up presently, and
she and Marie could get on well enough together.
But when I reached home on Monday evening, Ellen was
worse, and was still in bed.