have some hope, nevertheless, that even the dunces
among them may find something to admire. Besides,
I have been careful not to neglect le premier coup
d’archet; and that is sufficient. All the
wiseacres here make such a fuss on that point!
Deuce take me if I can see any difference! Their
orchestra begins all at one stroke, just as in other
places. It is too laughable! Raaff told
me a story of Abaco on this subject. He was asked
by a Frenchman, in Munich or elsewhere,—“Monsieur,
vous avez ete a Paris?” “Oui.”
“Est-ce que vous etiez au Concert Spirituel?”
“Oui.” “Que dites-vous du premier
coup d’archet? avez-vous entendu le premier
coup d’archet?” “Oui, j’ai
entendu le premier et le dernier.” “Comment
le dernier? que veut dire cela?” “Mais
oui, le premier et le dernier; et le dernier meme
m’a donne plus de plaisir.” [Footnote:
The imposing impression produced by the first grand
crash of a numerous orchestra, commencing with precision,
in tutti, gave rise to this pleasantry.] A few days
afterwards his kind mother was taken ill. Even
in her letters from Mannheim she often complained of
various ailments, and in Paris also she was still
exposed to the discomfort of cold dark lodgings, which
she was obliged to submit to for the sake of economy;
so her illness soon assumed the worst aspect, and
Mozart experienced the first severe trial of his life.
The following letter is addressed to his beloved and
faithful friend, Abbe Bullinger, tutor in Count Lodron’s
family in Salzburg.
(Private.) 106.
Paris, July 3, 1778.
My very dear friend,—
Mourn with me! This has been the most melancholy
day of my life; I am now writing at two o’clock
in the morning. I must tell you that my mother,
my darling mother, is no more. God has called
her to Himself; I clearly see that it was His will
to take her from us, and I must learn to submit to
the will of God. The Lord giveth, and the Lord
taketh away. Only think of all the distress,
anxiety, and care I have endured for the last fourteen
days. She died quite unconscious, and her life
went out like a light. She confessed three days
before, took the sacrament, and received extreme unction.
The last three days, however, she was constantly delirious,
and to-day, at twenty minutes past five o’clock,
her features became distorted, and she lost all feeling
and perception. I pressed her hand, I spoke to
her, but she did not see me, she did not hear me,
and all feeling was gone. She lay thus till the
moment of her death, five hours after, at twenty minutes
past ten at night. There was no one present but
myself, Herr Heiner, a kind friend whom my father
knows, and the nurse. It is quite impossible
for me to describe the whole course of the illness
to-day. I am firmly convinced that she must have
died, and that God had so ordained it. All I
would ask of you at present is to act the part of
a true friend, by preparing my father by degrees for