He was such a little thing.  Two or three months might seem a lifetime to him.  He might not remember me so long.  I was not a real robin.  I was only a human being.  I said a great many things to him—­wondering if he would even be in the garden when I came back.  I went away wondering.

When I returned from the world of winter sports, of mountain snows, of tobogganing and skis I felt as if I had been absent a long time.  There had been snow even in Kent and the park and gardens were white.  I arrived in the evening.  The next morning I threw on my red frieze garden cloak and went down the flagged terrace and the Long Walk through the walled gardens to the beloved place where the rose bushes stood dark and slender and leafless among the whiteness.  I went to my own tree and stood under it and called.

“Are you gone,” I said in my heart; “are you gone, little Soul?  Shall I never see you again?”

After the call I waited—­and I had never waited before.  The roses were gone and he was not in the rose-world.  I called again.  The call was sometimes a soft whistle as near a robin sound as I could make it—­ sometimes it was a chirp—­sometimes it was a quick clear repetition of “Sweet!  Sweet!  Sweetie”—­which I fancied he liked best.  I made one after the other—­and then—­something scarlet flashed across the lawn, across the rose-walk—­over the wall and he was there.  He had not forgotten, it had not been too long, he alighted on the snowy brown grass at my feet.

Then I knew he was a little Soul and not only a bird and the real parting which must come in a few weeks’ time loomed up before me a strange tragic thing.

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I do not often allow myself to think of it.  It was too final.  And there was nothing to be done.  I was going thousands of miles across the sea.  A little warm thing of scarlet and brown feathers and pulsating trilling throat lives such a brief life.  The little soul in its black dew-drop eye—­one knows nothing about it.  For myself I sometimes believe strange things.  We two were something weirdly near to each other.

At the end I went down to the bare world of roses one soft damp day and stood under the tree and called him for the last time.  He did not keep me waiting and he flew to a twig very near my face.  I could not write all I said to him.  I tried with all my heart to explain and he answered me—­between his listenings—­with the “far away” love note.  I talked to him as if he knew all I knew.  He put his head on one side and listened so intently that I felt that he understood.  I told him that I must go away and that we should not see each other again and I told him why.

“But you must not think when I do not come back it is because I have forgotten you,” I said.  “Never since I was born have I loved anything as I have loved you—­except my two babies.  Never shall I love anything so much again so long as I am in the world.  You are a little Soul and I am a little Soul and we shall love each other forever and ever.  We won’t say Good-bye.  We have been too near to each other—­nearer than human beings are.  I love you and love you and love you—­little Soul.”