Thecompany retired, Camillus said,
He
meant to write before he went to bed,
And
told his valet he might go to rest
A
lucky circumstance, it is confessed.
Thus
left alone, and as the belle desired;
Who,
from her soul, the spark so much admired;
Yet
knew not how the subject to disclose,
Or,
in what way her wishes to propose;
At
length, with trembling accents, she revealed;
The
flame she longer could not keep concealed.
Exceedinglysurprised Camillus seemed,
And
scarcely could believe but what he dreamed;
Why,
hey! said he, good lady, is it thus,
With
favoured friends, you doubtful points discuss?
He
made her sit, and then his seat regained
Who
would have thought, cried he, you here remained;
Now
who this hiding place to you could tell?
’Twas
love, fond love! replied the beauteous belle;
And
straight a blush her lovely cheek suffused,
So
rare with those to Cyprian revels used;
For
Venus’s vot’ries, to pranks resigned,
Another
way, to get a colour, find.
Camillus,
truly, some suspicions had,
That
he was loved, though neither fool nor mad;
Nor
such a novice in the Paphian scene,
But
what he could at once some notions glean:
More
certain tokens, howsoe’er, to get,
And
set the lady’s feelings on the fret,
By
trying if the gloom that o’er her reigned
Was
only sly pretence, he coldness feigned.
Sheoften sighed as if her heart would break;
At
length love’s piercing anguish made her speak:
What
you will say, cried she, I cannot guess,
To
see me thus a fervent flame confess.
The
very thought my face with crimson dyes;
My
way of life no shield for this supplies;
The
moment pure affection ’s in the soul,
No
longer wanton freaks the mind control.
Myconduct to excuse, what can I say?
O
could my former life be done away,
And
in your recollection naught remain,
But
what might virtuous constancy maintain
At
all event, my frankness overlook,
Too
well I see, the fatal path I took
Has
such displeasure to your breast conveyed,
My
zeal will rather hurt than give me aid;
But
hurt or not, I’ll idolize you still:
Beat,
drive away, contemn me as you will;
Or
worse, if you the torment can contrive
I’m
your’s alone, Camillus, while alive.