Fancy your imagining that you had come into my life in order to darken it.  Why, you are my life.  If you went out of it, what would be left?  You talk about my happiness before I met you—­but oh, how empty it all was!  I read, and played, and sang as you say, but what a void there was!  I did it to please mother, but there really seemed no very clear reason why I should continue to do it.  Then you came, and everything was changed.  I read because you are fond of reading and because I wanted to talk about books with you.  I played because you are fond of music.  I sang in the hope that it might please you.  Whatever I did, you were always in my mind.  I tried and tried to become a better and nobler woman, because I wanted to be worthy of the love you bore me.  I have changed, and developed, and improved more in the last three months than in all my life before.  And then you come and tell me that you have darkened my life.  You know better now.  My life has become full and rich, for Love fills my life.  It is the keynote of my nature, the foundation, the motive power.  It inspires me to make the most of any gift or talent that I have.  How could I tell you all this if I did not know that your own feeling was as deep.  I could not have given the one, great, and only love of my life in exchange for a half-hearted affection from you.  But you will never again make the mistake of supposing that any material consideration can affect our love.

And now we won’t be serious any longer.  Dear mother was very much astounded by your tumultuous midnight arrival, and equally precipitate departure next morning.  Dear old boy, it was so nice of you!  But you won’t ever have horrid black humours and think miserable things any more, will you?  But if you must have dark days, now is your time, for I can’t possibly permit any after the 30th.—­ Ever your own

Maude.

Woking, June 11th.

My Own Dearest Girlie,—­How perfectly sweet you are!  I read and re-read your letter, and I understand more and more how infinitely your nature is above mine.  And your conception of love—­how lofty and unselfish it is!  How could I lower it by thinking that any worldly thing could be weighed for an instant against it!  And yet it was just my jealous love for you, and my keenness that you should never be the worse through me, which led me to write in that way, so I will not blame myself too much.  I am really glad that the cloud came, for the sunshine is so much brighter afterwards.  And I seem to know you so much better, and to see so much more deeply into your nature.  I knew that my own passion for you was the very essence of my soul—­oh, how hard it is to put the extreme of emotion into the terms of human speech!—­but I did not dare to hope that your feelings were as deep.  I hardly ventured to tell even you how I really felt.  Somehow, in these days of lawn-tennis and afternoon tea, a strong strong passion, such a passion as one