fist appears and is waved in the air. He has
such a pleasant, cheerful way of waving his fists.
Then one eye is half opened, as if he were looking
round to see if it were safe to open the other one,
and then he gives a long, sorrowful wail as he realises
that his bottle is not where he left it when he went
to sleep. In a moment he is in my arms and quite
happy again, playing with the lace round the neck
of my pink dressing-gown. When he finds that
his nice warm bath is all ready for him, he becomes
quite jovial, and laughs and chuckles to himself.
Something awfully funny must have happened to him
before ever he came into this world at all, for nothing
that has occurred since could account for the intense
expression of amusement that one can often see in his
eyes. When he laughs, Frank says that he looks
like some jolly old clean-shaven toothless friar—so
chubby and good-humoured. He takes the greatest
interest in everything in the room, watches the nurse
moving about, looks out of the window, and examines
my hair and my dress very critically. He loves
to see untidy hair and a bright tie, or a brooch will
often catch his eye, and make him smile. His
smile is the most wonderful thing! As he lies
gazing with his great serious blue eyes, his whole
face suddenly lights up, his mouth turns up at one
corner in the most irresistible way, and his cheeks
all go off into dimples. He looks so sweet and
innocent, and at the same time so humorous and wicked,
that his foolish mother wants to laugh at him and
to weep over him at the same time.
’Then comes his bath, and there is a sad display
of want of faith upon his part. He enjoys the
process, but he is convinced that only his own exertions
keep him from drowning, so his little fists are desperately
clenched, his legs kick up and down the whole time,
and he watches every movement of mother and nurse
with suspicion. He enjoys being dressed, and
smiles at first, and then he suddenly remembers that
he has not had his breakfast. Then the smiles
vanish, the small round face grows so red and angry,
and all covered with little wrinkles, and there is
a dismal wailing—poor darling! If
the bottle is not instantly forthcoming he will howl
loudly, and beat the air with his fists until he gets
it. He does remind me so of his father
sometimes. He is always hunting for his bottle,
and will seize my finger, or a bit of my dress, or
anything, and carry it to his mouth, and when he finds
it isn’t what he wants, he throws it away very
angrily. When finally he does get the bottle,
he becomes at once the most contented being in the
whole world, and sucks away with such great long pulls,
and such dear little grunts in between. Then
afterwards, a well-washed, well-fed atom, he is ready
to look about him and observe things. I am sure
that he has his father’s brains, and that he
is storing up all sorts of impressions and observations
for future use, for he notices everything.