She asked one day that Dick should come to see her.  He came with his arm in a sling, and told her charily that he had hurt his elbow through dropping his stick and slipping downstairs.

“Lily never told me,” said Constance, suspiciously.

“Oh, it’s simply nothing!” said Dick.  Not even the sick room could chasten him of his joy in the magnificent balloon adventure.

“I do hope you won’t go running any risks!” said Constance.

“Never you fear!” said he.  “I shall die in my bed.”

And he was absolutely convinced that he would, and not as the result of any accident, either!  The nurse would not allow him to remain in the room.

Lily suggested that Constance might like her to write to Cyril.  It was only in order to make sure of Cyril’s correct address.  He had gone on a tour through Italy with some friends of whom Constance knew nothing.  The address appeared to be very uncertain; there were several addresses, poste restante in various towns.  Cyril had sent postcards to his mother.  Dick and Lily went to the post-office and telegraphed to foreign parts.  Though Constance was too ill to know how ill she was, though she had no conception of the domestic confusion caused by her illness, her brain was often remarkably clear, and she could reflect in long, sane meditations above the uneasy sea of her pain.  In the earlier hours of the night, after the nurses had been changed, and Mary had gone to bed exhausted with stair-climbing, and Lily Holl was recounting the day to Dick up at the grocer’s, and the day-nurse was already asleep, and the night-nurse had arranged the night, then, in the faintly-lit silence of the chamber, Constance would argue with herself for an hour at a time.  She frequently thought of Sophia.  In spite of the fact that Sophia was dead she still pitied Sophia as a woman whose life had been wasted.  This idea of Sophia’s wasted and sterile life, and of the far-reaching importance of adhering to principles, recurred to her again and again.  “Why did she run away with him?  If only she had not run away!” she would repeat.  And yet there had been something so fine about Sophia!  Which made Sophia’s case all the more pitiable!  Constance never pitied herself.  She did not consider that Fate had treated her very badly.  She was not very discontented with herself.  The invincible commonsense of a sound nature prevented her, in her best moments, from feebly dissolving in self-pity.  She had lived in honesty and kindliness for a fair number of years, and she had tasted triumphant hours.  She was justly respected, she had a position, she had dignity, she was well-off.  She possessed, after all, a certain amount of quiet self-conceit.  There existed nobody to whom she would ‘knuckle down,’ or could be asked to ’knuckle down.’  True, she was old!  So were thousands of other people in Bursley.  She was in pain.  So there were thousands of other people.  With whom would she be willing to exchange lots?  She had many