Constance must have known that Sophia would not leave
her, and that the habitation of the Square was a continual
irk to Sophia. Constance had never been able
to advance a single argument for remaining in the Square.
And yet she would not budge. It was so inconsistent
with the rest of Constance’s behaviour.
See Sophia sitting primly there by the table, a woman
approaching sixty, with immense experience written
on the fine hardness of her worn and distinguished
face! Though her hair is not yet all grey, nor
her figure bowed, you would imagine that she would,
in her passage through the world, have learnt better
than to expect a character to be consistent. But
no! She was ever disappointed and hurt by Constance’s
inconsistency! And see Constance, stout and bowed,
looking more than her age with hair nearly white and
slightly trembling hands! See that face whose
mark is meekness and the spirit of conciliation, the
desire for peace—you would not think that
that placid soul could, while submitting to it, inly
rage against the imposed weight of Sophia’s
individuality. “Because I wouldn’t
turn out of my house to please her,” Constance
would say to herself, “she fancies she is entitled
to do just as she likes.” Not often did
she secretly rebel thus, but it occurred sometimes.
They never quarrelled. They would have regarded
separation as a disaster. Considering the difference
of their lives, they agreed marvellously in their
judgment of things. But that buried question
of domicile prevented a complete unity between, them.
And its subtle effect was to influence both of them
to make the worst, instead of the best, of the trifling
mishaps that disturbed their tranquillity. When
annoyed, Sophia would meditate upon the mere fact
that they lived in the Square for no reason whatever,
until it grew incredibly shocking to her. After
all it was scarcely conceivable that they should be
living in the very middle of a dirty, ugly, industrial
town simply because Constance mulishly declined to
move. Another thing that curiously exasperated
both of them upon occasion was that, owing to a recurrence
of her old complaint of dizziness after meals, Sophia
had been strictly forbidden to drink tea, which she
loved. Sophia chafed under the deprivation, and
Constance’s pleasure was impaired because she
had to drink it alone.
While the brazen and pretty servant, mysteriously smiling to herself, dropped food and utensils on to the table, Constance and Sophia attempted to converse with negligent ease upon indifferent topics, as though nothing had occurred that day to mar the beauty of ideal relations between employers and employed. The pretence was ludicrous. The young wench saw through it instantly, and her mysterious smile developed almost into a laugh.
“Please shut the door after you, Maud,” said Sophia, as the girl picked up her empty tray.
“Yes, ma’am,” replied Maud, politely.
She went out and left the door open.