Chirac’s inability to draw from his own pride strength to sustain himself against the blow of her refusal gradually killed in her the sexual desire which he had aroused, and which during a few days flickered up under the stimulus of fancy and of regret.  Sophia saw with increasing clearness that her unreasoning instinct had been right in saying him nay.  And when, in spite of this, regrets still visited her, she would comfort herself in thinking:  “I cannot be bothered with all that sort of thing.  It is not worth while.  What does it lead to?  Is not life complicated enough without that?  No, no!  I will stay as I am.  At any rate I know what I am in for, as things are!” And she would reflect upon her hopeful financial situation, and the approaching prospect of a constantly sufficient income.  And a little thrill of impatience against the interminable and gigantic foolishness of the siege would take her.

But her self-consciousness in presence of Chirac did not abate.

As she lay in bed she awaited accustomed sounds which should have connoted Chirac’s definite retirement for the night.  Her ear, however, caught no sound whatever from his room.  Then she imagined that there was a smell of burning in the flat.  She sat up, and sniffed anxiously, of a sudden wideawake and apprehensive.  And then she was sure that the smell of burning was not in her imagination.  The bedroom was in perfect darkness.  Feverishly she searched with her right hand for the matches on the night-table, and knocked candlestick and matches to the floor.  She seized her dressing-gown, which was spread over the bed, and put it on, aiming for the door.  Her feet were bare.  She discovered the door.  In the passage she could discern nothing at first, and then she made out a thin line of light, which indicated the bottom of Chirac’s door.  The smell of burning was strong and unmistakable.  She went towards the faint light, fumbled for the door-handle with her palm, and opened.  It did not occur to her to call out and ask what was the matter.

The house was not on fire; but it might have been.  She had left on the table at the foot of Chirac’s bed a small cooking-lamp, and a saucepan of bouillon.  All that Chirac had to do was to ignite the lamp and put the saucepan on it.  He had ignited the lamp, having previously raised the double wicks, and had then dropped into the chair by the table just as he was, and sunk forward and gone to sleep with his head lying sideways on the table.  He had not put the saucepan on the lamp; he had not lowered the wicks, and the flames, capped with thick black smoke, were waving slowly to and fro within a few inches of his loose hair.  His hat had rolled along the floor; he was wearing his great overcoat and one woollen glove; the other glove had lodged on his slanting knee.  A candle was also burning.

Sophia hastened forward, as it were surreptitiously, and with a forward-reaching movement turned down the wicks of the lamp; black specks were falling on the table; happily the saucepan was covered, or the bouillon would have been ruined.