Ann Veronica, a modern love story eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 375 pages of information about Ann Veronica, a modern love story.

Ann Veronica, a modern love story eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 375 pages of information about Ann Veronica, a modern love story.

“By God!  Ann Veronica,” he said, sighing deeply.  “This stirs one.”

She sat quite still looking at him.

“I wish you and I had drunk that love potion,” he said.

She found no ready reply to that, and he went on:  “This music is the food of love.  It makes me desire life beyond measure.  Life!  Life and love!  It makes me want to be always young, always strong, always devoting my life—­and dying splendidly.”

“It is very beautiful,” said Ann Veronica in a low tone.

They said no more for a moment, and each was now acutely aware of the other.  Ann Veronica was excited and puzzled, with a sense of a strange and disconcerting new light breaking over her relations with Ramage.  She had never thought of him at all in that way before.  It did not shock her; it amazed her, interested her beyond measure.  But also this must not go on.  She felt he was going to say something more—­something still more personal and intimate.  She was curious, and at the same time clearly resolved she must not hear it.  She felt she must get him talking upon some impersonal theme at any cost.  She snatched about in her mind.  “What is the exact force of a motif?” she asked at random.  “Before I heard much Wagnerian music I heard enthusiastic descriptions of it from a mistress I didn’t like at school.  She gave me an impression of a sort of patched quilt; little bits of patterned stuff coming up again and again.”

She stopped with an air of interrogation.

Ramage looked at her for a long and discriminating interval without speaking.  He seemed to be hesitating between two courses of action.  “I don’t know much about the technique of music,” he said at last, with his eyes upon her.  “It’s a matter of feeling with me.”

He contradicted himself by plunging into an exposition of motifs.

By a tacit agreement they ignored the significant thing between them, ignored the slipping away of the ground on which they had stood together hitherto....

All through the love music of the second act, until the hunting horns of Mark break in upon the dream, Ann Veronica’s consciousness was flooded with the perception of a man close beside her, preparing some new thing to say to her, preparing, perhaps, to touch her, stretching hungry invisible tentacles about her.  She tried to think what she should do in this eventuality or that.  Her mind had been and was full of the thought of Capes, a huge generalized Capes-lover.  And in some incomprehensible way, Ramage was confused with Capes; she had a grotesque disposition to persuade herself that this was really Capes who surrounded her, as it were, with wings of desire.  The fact that it was her trusted friend making illicit love to her remained, in spite of all her effort, an insignificant thing in her mind.  The music confused and distracted her, and made her struggle against a feeling of intoxication.  Her head swam.  That was the inconvenience of it; her head was swimming.  The music throbbed into the warnings that preceded the king’s irruption.

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