Felix O'Day eBook

Francis Hopkinson Smith
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 368 pages of information about Felix O'Day.

Felix O'Day eBook

Francis Hopkinson Smith
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 368 pages of information about Felix O'Day.

The extreme lassitude of her manner only added to Martha’s anxiety and, as the afternoon wore on, she watched Lady Barbara’s every move with ever-increasing alarm.  Now and then her poor mistress would drop her needle, turn her face to the window, and look out into vacancy, her mouth quivering as if with some inward thought which she had neither the will nor the desire to voice aloud.

As the hours lengthened, this mental absorption and growing physical weariness were followed by a certain nervous tension, so pronounced that the nurse, accustomed to various forms of feminine breakdowns, had already determined what remedies to use should the symptoms increase.

That Stephen’s visit was responsible for this condition, she now no longer doubted.  What she had intended as a relief had only complicated the situation.  And yet in going over all that had happened and all that was likely to happen, she became more than ever convinced that either his visit must be repeated, or that she alone must make the announcement that had trembled on Stephen’s lips.  She had recognized, almost from the first, that despite the relief her mistress had enjoyed in the little apartment some strong, masculine hand and mind were needed to stem the tide of further disaster.  Her own practical common sense also told her that their present way of living was far too precarious to be counted upon.  Lady Barbara’s position with Rosenthal was but temporary.  At any moment it might be lost, and then would follow another dreary hunt for work, with all its rebuffs, and sooner or later the delicately nurtured woman would succumb and go under in a mental or physical collapse, the hospital her only alternative.

None of these forebodings, it must be said, had filled Lady Barbara’s mind.  As long as she continued under Martha’s care she could rest in peace, free from the dread of the drunken step on the stair or the rude bursting in of her chamber door.  Free, too, from other deadly terrors which had pursued her, and of which she could not even think without a shudder, for try as she could she never forgot Dalton’s willingness to turn their home into a gamblers’ resort.

That he would force her to return to him for any other purpose she did not believe.  He had no legal hold upon her—­such as an Englishman has upon his wife—­and, as he had pawned everything of value she possessed and most of her clothes, she could be of no further use to him, except by applying to her father or to her friends for pecuniary relief.  This, as she had told him, she would rather die than do, and from the oaths he had muttered at the time she was convinced he believed her.

All she wanted now was to earn her bread, help Martha with her rent, and, when the day’s work was over, creep into her arms and rest.

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