him from his room to some deep vault beneath the palace.
What could he do against such a giant? He fancied
himself before a secret tribunal in the midst of which
towered San Giacinto’s colossal figure.
He could hear the deep voice he dreaded pronouncing
his doom. He was to be torn to shreds piecemeal,
burnt by a slow fire, flayed alive by those enormous
hands. There was no conceivable horror of torture
that did not suggest itself to him at such times.
It is true that when he went to bed at night he was
generally either so stupefied by opium or so intoxicated
with strong drink that he forgot even to lock his
door. But during the day he was seldom so far
under the power of either as not to suffer from his
own hideous imaginings. One day, as he dragged
his slow pace along a narrow street near the fountain
of Trevi, his eyes were arrested by an armourer’s
window. It suddenly struck him that he had no
weapon of defence in case San Giacinto or his agents
came upon him unawares. And yet a bullet well
placed would make an end even of such a Hercules as
the man he feared. He paused and looked anxiously
up and down the street. It was a dark day and
a fine rain was falling. There was nobody about
who could recognise him, and he might not have another
such opportunity of providing himself unobserved with
what he wanted. He entered the shop and bought
himself a revolver. The man showed him how to
load it and sold him a box of cartridges. He
dropped the firearm into one of the pockets of his
coat, and smiled as he felt how comfortably it balanced
the bottle he carried in the other. Then he slunk
out of the shop and pursued his walk.
The idea of making capital out of the original deeds
concerning the Saracinesca, which had presented itself
to him soon after the murder, recurred frequently
to his mind; but he felt that he was in no condition
to elaborate it, and promised himself to attend to
the matter when he was better. For he fancied
that he was ill and that his state would soon begin
to improve. To go to San Giacinto now was out
of the question. It would have been easier for
him to climb the cross on the summit of St. Peter’s,
with his shaken nerves and trembling limbs, than to
face the man who inspired in him such untold dread.
He could, of course, take the alternative which was
open to him, and go to old Saracinesca. Indeed,
there were moments when he could almost have screwed
his courage to the point of making such an attempt,
but his natural prudence made him draw back from an
interview in which he must incur a desperate risk
unless he had a perfect command of his faculties.
To write what he had to say would be merely to give
a weapon against himself, since he could not treat
the matter by letter without acknowledging his share
in the forgeries. The only way to accomplish
his purpose would be to extract a solemn promise of
secrecy from Saracinesca, together with a guarantee
for his own safety, and to obtain these conditions