For still he felt alive the lambent flame,
And offer’d her a home,—and home she came.
There, though her higher friendships lived no more,
She loved to speak of what she shared before — “Of the dear Lucy, heiress of the hall, — Of good Sir Peter,—of their annual ball, And the fair countess!—Oh! she loved them all!” The humbler clients of her friend would stare, The knowing smile,—but neither caused her care; She brought her spirits to her humble state, And soothed with idle dreams her frowning fate.
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“Ten summers pass’d?,
and how was Clelia then?” —
Alas! she suffer d’ in this trying ten; The
pair had parted: who to him attend,
Must judge the nymph unfaithful to her friend; But
who on her would equal faith bestow, Would think him
rash,—and surely she must know.
Then as a matron Clelia taught a school,
But nature gave not talents fit for rule:
Yet now, though marks of wasting years were seen,
Some touch of sorrow, some attack of spleen;
Still there was life, a spirit quick and gay,
And lively speech and elegant array.
The Griffin’s landlord these allured so far,
He made her mistress of his heart and bar;
He had no idle retrospective whim,
Till she was his, her deeds concern’d not him:
So far was well,—but Clelia thought not
fit
(In all the Griffin needed) to submit:
Gaily to dress and in the bar preside,
Soothed the poor spirit of degraded pride;
But cooking, waiting, welcoming a crew
Of noisy guests, were arts she never knew:
Hence daily wars, with temporary truce,
His vulgar insult, and her keen abuse;
And as their spirits wasted in the strife,
Both took the Griffin’s ready aid of life;
But she with greater prudence—Harry tried
More powerful aid, and in the trial died; Yet drew
down vengeance: in no distant time, Th’
insolvent Griffin struck his wings sublime; —
Forth from her palace walk’d th’ ejected
queen, And show’d to frowning fate a look serene;
Gay spite of time, though poor, yet well attired,
Kind without love, and vain if not admired.
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Another term is past; ten other years
In various trials, troubles, views, and fears:
Of these some pass’d in small attempts at trade;
Houses she kept for widowers lately made;
For now she said, “They’ll miss th’
endearing friend,
And I’ll be there the soften’d heart to
bend:”
And true a part was done as Clelia plann’d —
The heart was soften’d, but she miss’d
the hand;
She wrote a novel, and Sir Denys said
The dedication was the best he read;
But Edgeworths, Smiths, and Radcliffes so engross’d
The public ear, that all her pains were lost.
To keep a toy-shop was attempt the last,
There too she fail’d, and schemes and hopes
were past.
Now friendless, sick, and old, and
wanting bread,
The first-born tears of fallen pride were shed —