this marriage with Adrian Urmand. How was she
to read it all? Was there more than one way
in which a wounded woman, so sore at heart, could
read it? He had told her that though he loved
her still, it did not suit him to trouble himself
with her as a wife; and that he would throw upon her
head the guilt of having been false to their old vows.
Though she loved him better than all the world, she
despised him for his thoughtful treachery. In
her eyes it was treachery. He must have known
the truth. What right had he to suppose that
she would be false to him,—he, who had
never known her to lie to him? And was it not
his business, as a man, to speak some word, to ask
some question, by which, if he doubted, the truth might
be made known to him? She, a woman, could ask
no question. She could speak no word.
She could not renew her assurances to him, till he
should have asked her to renew them. He was
either false, or a traitor, or a coward. She
was very angry with him;—so angry that she
was almost driven by her anger to throw herself into
Adrian’s arms. She was the more angry
because she was full sure that he had not forgotten
his old love,—that his heart was not altogether
changed. Had it appeared to her that the sweet
words of former days had vanished from his memory,
though they had clung to hers,—that he
had in truth learned to look upon his Granpere experiences
as the simple doings of his boyhood,—her
pride would have been hurt, but she would have been
angry with herself rather than with him. But
it had not been so. The respectful silence of
his sojourn in the house had told her that it was
not so. The tremor in his voice as he reminded
her that they once had been friends had plainly told
her that it was not so. He had acknowledged
that they had been betrothed, and that the plight
between them was still strong; but, wishing to be
quit of it, he had thrown the burden of breaking it
upon her.
She was very wretched, but she did not go about the
house with downcast eyes or humble looks, or sit idle
in a corner with her hands before her. She was
quick and eager in the performance of her work, speaking
sharply to those who came in contact with her.
Peter Veque, her chief minister, had but a poor time
of it in these days; and she spoke an angry word or
two to Edmond Greisse. She had, in truth, spoken
no words to Edmond Greisse that were not angry since
that ill-starred communication of which he had only
given her the half. To her aunt she was brusque,
and almost ill-mannered.
‘What is the matter with you, Marie?’
Madame Voss said to her one morning, when she had
been snubbed rather rudely by her niece. Marie
in answer shook her head and shrugged her shoulders.
’If you cannot put on a better look before
M. Urmand comes, I think he will hardly hold to his
bargain,’ said Madame Voss, who was angry.
‘Who wants him to hold to his bargain?’
said Marie sharply. Then feeling ill-inclined
to discuss the matter with her aunt, she left the
room. Madame Voss, who had been assured by her
husband that Marie had no real objection to Adrian
Urmand, did not understand it all.