size of our camp. When the floes retreated to
attack again the water swirled over the ice-foot,
which was rapidly increasing in width. The launching
of the boats under such conditions would be difficult.
Time after time, so often that a track was formed,
Worsley, Wild, and I, climbed to the highest point
of the berg and stared out to the horizon in search
of a break in the pack. After long hours had
dragged past, far away on the lift of the swell there
appeared a dark break in the tossing field of ice.
Aeons seemed to pass, so slowly it approached.
I noticed enviously the calm peaceful attitudes of
two seals which lolled lazily on a rocking floe.
They were at home and had no reason for worry or cause
for fear. If they thought at all, I suppose they
counted it an ideal day for a joyous journey on the
tumbling ice. To us it was a day that seemed
likely to lead to no more days. I do not think
I had ever before felt the anxiety that belongs leadership
quite so keenly. When I looked down at the camp
to rest my eyes from the strain of watching the wide
white expanse broken by that one black ribbon of open
water, I could see that my companions were waiting
with more than ordinary interest to learn what I thought
about it all. After one particularly heavy collision
somebody shouted sharply, “She has cracked in
the middle.” I jumped off the look-out
station and ran to the place the men were examining.
There was a crack, but investigation showed it to
be a mere surface break in the snow with no indication
of a split in the berg itself. The carpenter mentioned
calmly that earlier in the day he had actually gone
adrift on a fragment of ice. He was standing
near the edge of our camping-ground when the ice under
his feet parted from the parent mass. A quick
jump over the widening gap saved him.
The hours dragged on. One of the anxieties in
my mind was the possibility that we would be driven
by the current through the eighty-mile gap between
Clarence Island and Prince George Island into the open
Atlantic; but slowly the open water came nearer, and
at noon it had almost reached us. A long lane,
narrow but navigable, stretched out to the south-west
horizon. Our chance came a little later.
We rushed our boats over the edge of the reeling
berg and swung them clear of the ice-foot as it rose
beneath them. The ‘James Caird’ was
nearly capsized by a blow from below as the berg rolled
away, but she got into deep water. We flung stores
and gear aboard and within a few minutes were away.
The ‘James Caird’ and ‘Dudley Docker’
had good sails and with a favourable breeze could
make progress along the lane, with the rolling fields
of ice on either side. The swell was heavy and
spray was breaking over the ice-floes. An attempt
to set a little rag of sail on the ’Stancomb
Wills’ resulted in serious delay. The area
of sail was too small to be of much assistance, and
while the men were engaged in this work the boat drifted
down towards the ice-floe, where her position was likely