during these days by the perusal of the Odyssey, which
I had not read for so long and which had fallen into
my hands by chance. Homer’s long-suffering
hero, always homesick yet condemned to perpetual wandering,
and always valiantly overcoming all difficulties,
was strangely sympathetic to me. Suddenly the
peaceful state I had scarcely yet entered upon was
disturbed by a letter which Karl received from Mme.
Laussot. He did not know whether he ought to show
it to me, as he thought Jessie had gone mad.
I tore it out of his hand, and found she had written
to say that she felt obliged to let my friend know
that she had been sufficiently enlightened about me
to make her drop my acquaintance entirely. I
afterwards discovered, chiefly through the help of
Frau Ritter, that in consequence of my letter and
my arrival in Bordeaux, M. Laussot, together with
Mrs. Taylor, had immediately taken Jessie to the country,
intending to remain there until the news was received
of my departure, to accelerate which he had applied
to the police authorities. While they were away,
and without telling her of my letter and my journey,
they had obtained a promise from the young woman to
remain quiet for a year, give up her visit to Dresden,
and, above all, to drop all correspondence with me;
since, under these conditions, she was promised her
entire freedom at the end of that time, she had thought
it better to give her word. Not content with
this, however, the two conspirators had immediately
set about calumniating me on all sides, and finally
to Mme. Laussot herself, saying that I was the
initiator of this plan of elopement. Mrs. Taylor
had written to my wife complaining of my intention
to commit adultery, at the same time expressing her
pity for her and offering her support; the unfortunate
Minna, who now thought she had found a hitherto unsuspected
reason for my resolve to remain separated from her,
wrote back complaining of me to Mrs. Taylor.
The meaning of an innocent remark I had once made
had been strangely misinterpreted, and matters wore
now aggravated by making it appear as though I had
intentionally lied. In the course of playful
conversation Jessie had once told me that she belonged
to no recognised form of religion, her father Having
teen a member of a certain sect which did not baptise
either according to the Protestant or the Roman Catholic
ritual; whereupon I had comforted her by assuring her
that I had come in contact with much more questionable
sects, as shortly after my marriage in Konigsberg
I had learned that it had been solemnised by a hypocrite.
God alone knows in what form this had been repeated
to the worthy British matron, but, at all events,
she told my wife that I had said I was ’not legally
married to her.’ In any case, my wife’s
answer to this had no doubt furnished further material
with which to poison Jessie’s mind against me,
and this letter to my young friend was the result.
I must admit that, seen by this light, the circumstance