Innocent : her fancy and his fact eBook

Marie Corelli
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 511 pages of information about Innocent .

Innocent : her fancy and his fact eBook

Marie Corelli
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 511 pages of information about Innocent .

“I shouldn’t wonder!” and the old woman nodded sagaciously—­“Let her sleep on it, lad!—­an’ you sleep on it, too!—­The storm’s nigh over—­an’ mebbe our dark cloud ’as a silver lining!”

Half-an-hour later on she went to her own bed—­and on the way thought she would peep into Innocent’s room and see how she fared —­but the door was locked.  Vexed at her own lack of foresight in not possessing herself of the key before the girl had been carried to her room, she left her own door open that she might be ready in case of any call—­and for a long time she lay awake watchfully, thinking and wondering what the next day would bring forth—­till at last anxiety and bewilderment of mind were overcome by sheer fatigue and she slept.  Not so Robin Clifford.  Excited and full of new hope which he hardly dared breathe to himself, he made no attempt to rest—­but paced his room up and down, up and down, like a restless animal in a cage, waiting with hardly endurable impatience for the dawn.  Thoughts chased each other in his brain too quickly to evolve any practical order out of them,—­he tried to plan out what he would do with the coming day—­how he would let the farm people know that Innocent had returned—­how he would send a telegram to her friend Miss Leigh in London to say she was safe in her old home—­and then the recollection of her literary success swept over his mind like a sort of cloud—­her fame!—­the celebrity she had won in that wider world outside Briar Farm—­was it fair or honest to her that he should take advantage of her weak and half-distraught condition and allow her to become his wife?—­she, whose genius was already acknowledged by a wide and discerning public, and who might be considered as only at the beginning of a brilliant and prosperous career?

“For, after all, I am only a farmer,” he said—­“And with the friends she has made for herself she might marry any one!  The best way for me will be to give her time—­time to recover from this—­ this terrible trouble she seems to have on her mind—­this curse of that fancy for Amadis de Jocelyn!—­by Heaven, I’d kill him without a minute’s grace if I had him in my power!”

Still pacing to and fro and thinking, he wore the slow hours away, and at last the grey peep of a misty, silvery dawn peered through his window.  He threw the lattice open and leaned out—­the scent of the wet fields and trees after the night’s storm was sweet and refreshing, and copied his heated blood.  He reviewed the whole situation with greater calmness,—­and decided that he must not be selfish enough to grasp at the proffered joy of marriage with the only woman he had ever loved unless he could be made sure that it would be for her own happiness.

“Just now she hardly knows what she is saying or doing,” he mused, sadly—­“Some great disappointment has broken her spirit and she is wounded and in pain,—­but when she is quite herself and has mastered her grief, she will see things in a different light—­she will realise the fame she has won,—­the brilliant name she has made—­yes!—­she must think of all this—­she must not wrong herself or injure her position by marrying me!”

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