“Yes—of course! Do you think I would have taken her against her own wish and will? She suggested and planned the whole thing—and I was mad for her at the time—even now those weeks we passed together seem to me the only real living of my life! I thought she loved me as I loved her—and if she had married me, as I begged her to do, I believe I should have done something as a painter,— something great, I mean. But she got tired of my ‘art-jargon,’ as she called it—and she couldn’t bear the idea of having to rough it a bit before I could hope to make any large amount of money. Then I was disappointed—and I told her so—and she was disappointed, and she told me so—and we quarrelled—but when I heard a child was to be born, I urged her again to marry me—”
“And she refused?” interposed Blythe.
“She refused. She said she intended to make a rich marriage and live in luxury. And she declared that if I ever loved her at all, the only way to prove it was to get rid of the child. I don’t think she would have cared if I had been brute enough to kill it.”
Blythe gave a gesture of horror.
“Don’t say that, man! Don’t think it!”
Armitage sighed.
“Well, I can’t help it, Blythe! Some women go callous when they’ve had their fling. Maude was like that. She didn’t care for me any more,—she saw nothing in front of her but embarrassment and trouble if her affair with me was found out—and as it was all in my hands I did the best I could think of,—took the child away and placed it with kind country folks—and removed myself from England and out of Maude’s way altogether. The year after I came abroad I heard she had married you,—rather an unkind turn of fate, you being my oldest friend! and this was what made me resolve to ’die’—that is, to be reported dead, so that she might have no misgivings about me or my turning up unexpectedly to cause you any annoyance. I determined to lose myself and my name too—no one knows me here as Pierce Armitage,—I’m Pietro Corri for all the English amateur art-lovers in Italy!”
He laughed rather bitterly.
“I think I lost a good deal more than myself and my name!” he went on. “I believe if I had stayed in England I should have won something of a reputation. But—you see, I really loved Maude—in a stupid man’s way of love,—I didn’t want to worry her or remind her of her phase of youthful madness with me—or cause scandal to her in any way—”
“But did you ever think of the child?” interrupted Blythe, suddenly.
Armitage looked up.
“Think of it? Of course I did! The place where I left it was called Briar Farm,—a wonderful old sixteenth-century house—I made a drawing of it once when the apple-blossom was out—and the owner of it, known as Farmer Jocelyn, had a wonderful reputation in the neighbourhood for integrity and kindness. I left the child with him—one stormy night in autumn—saying