The Beetle eBook

Richard Marsh (author)
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 438 pages of information about The Beetle.

The Beetle eBook

Richard Marsh (author)
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 438 pages of information about The Beetle.

My condition was one of dual personality,—­while, physically, I was bound, mentally, to a considerable extent, I was free.  But this measure of freedom on my mental side made my plight no better.  For, among other things, I realised what a ridiculous figure I must be cutting, barefooted and bareheaded, abroad, at such an hour of the night, in such a boisterous breeze,—­for I quickly discovered that the wind amounted to something like a gale.  Apart from all other considerations, the notion of parading the streets in such a condition filled me with profound disgust.  And I do believe that if my tyrannical oppressor had only permitted me to attire myself in my own garments, I should have started with a comparatively light heart on the felonious mission on which he apparently was sending me.  I believe, too, that the consciousness of the incongruity of my attire increased my sense of helplessness, and that, had I been dressed as Englishmen are wont to be, who take their walks abroad, he would not have found in me, on that occasion, the facile instrument which, in fact, he did.

There was a moment, in which the gravelled pathway first made itself known to my naked feet, and the cutting wind to my naked flesh, when I think it possible that, had I gritted my teeth, and strained my every nerve, I might have shaken myself free from the bonds which shackled me, and bade defiance to the ancient sinner who, for all I knew, was peeping at me through the window.  But so depressed was I by the knowledge of the ridiculous appearance I presented that, before I could take advantage of it the moment passed,—­not to return again that night.

I did catch, as it were, at its fringe, as it was flying past me, making a hurried movement to one side,—­the first I had made, of my own initiative, for hours.  But it was too late.  My tormentor,—­ as if, though unseen, he saw—­tightened his grip, I was whirled round, and sped hastily onwards in a direction in which I certainly had no desire of travelling.

All the way I never met a soul.  I have since wondered whether in that respect my experience was not a normal one; whether it might not have happened to any.  If so, there are streets in London, long lines of streets, which, at a certain period of the night, in a certain sort of weather—­probably the weather had something to do with it—­are clean deserted; in which there is neither foot-passenger nor vehicle,—­not even a policeman.  The greater part of the route along which I was driven—­I know no juster word—­was one with which I had some sort of acquaintance.  It led, at first, through what, I take it, was some part of Walham Green; then along the Lillie Road, through Brompton, across the Fulham Road, through the network of streets leading to Sloane Street, across Sloane Street into Lowndes Square.  Who goes that way goes some distance, and goes through some important thorough fares; yet not a creature did I see, nor, I imagine, was there a creature who saw me.  As I crossed Sloane Street, I fancied that I heard the distant rumbling of a vehicle along the Knightsbridge Road, but that was the only sound I heard.

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