The Beetle eBook

Richard Marsh (author)
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 438 pages of information about The Beetle.

The Beetle eBook

Richard Marsh (author)
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 438 pages of information about The Beetle.

‘Robert Holt.’

‘What are you?’

‘A clerk.’

‘You look as if you were a clerk.’  There was a flame of scorn in his voice which scorched me even then.  ’What sort of a clerk are you?’

‘I am out of a situation.’

‘You look as if you were out of a situation.’  Again the scorn.  ’Are you the sort of clerk who is always out of a situation?  You are a thief.’

‘I am not a thief.’

‘Do clerks come through the window?’ I was still,—­he putting no constraint on me to speak.  ‘Why did you come through the window?’

‘Because it was open.’

‘So!—­Do you always come through a window which is open?’

‘No.’

‘Then why through this?’

‘Because I was wet—­and cold—­and hungry—­and tired.’

The words came from me as if he had dragged them one by one,—­ which, in fact, he did.

‘Have you no home?’

‘No.’

‘Money?’

‘No.’

‘Friends?’

‘No.’

‘Then what sort of a clerk are you?’

I did not answer him,—­I did not know what it was he wished me to say.  I was the victim of bad luck, nothing else,—­I swear it.  Misfortune had followed hard upon misfortune.  The firm by whom I had been employed for years suspended payment.  I obtained a situation with one of their creditors, at a lower salary.  They reduced their staff, which entailed my going.  After an interval I obtained a temporary engagement; the occasion which required my services passed, and I with it.  After another, and a longer interval, I again found temporary employment, the pay for which was but a pittance.  When that was over I could find nothing.  That was nine months ago, and since then I had not earned a penny.  It is so easy to grow shabby, when you are on the everlasting tramp, and are living on your stock of clothes.  I had trudged all over London in search of work,—­work of any kind would have been welcome, so long as it would have enabled me to keep body and soul together.  And I had trudged in vain.  Now I had been refused admittance as a casual,—­how easy is the descent!  But I did not tell the man lying on the bed all this.  He did not wish to hear,—­ had he wished he would have made me tell him.

It may be that he read my story, unspoken though it was,—­it is conceivable.  His eyes had powers of penetration which were peculiarly their own,—­that I know.

‘Undress!’

When he spoke again that was what he said, in those guttural tones of his in which there was a reminiscence of some foreign land.  I obeyed, letting my sodden, shabby clothes fall anyhow upon the floor.  A look came on his face, as I stood naked in front of him, which, if it was meant for a smile, was a satyr’s smile, and which filled me with a sensation of shuddering repulsion.

’What a white skin you have,—­how white!  What would I not give for a skin as white as that,—­ah yes!’ He paused, devouring me with his glances; then continued.  ’Go to the cupboard; you will find a cloak; put it on.’

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