the summer the two were alone in the Blue-grass, and
how she had kept away from Marjorie and Gray and all
to herself. He recalled Mavis telling him bitterly
how she had once overheard some girl student speak
of her as the daughter of a jail-bird. He began
to see that she had stayed in the Blue-grass that
summer on his mother’s account and on her account
would have gone back with him again. He knew that
there was no disloyalty to her father in her decision,
for he knew that she would stick to him, jail-bird
or whatever he was, till the end of time. But
now neither her father nor Jason’s mother needed
her. Through eyes that had gained a new vision
in the Blue-grass Mavis had long ago come to see
herself as she was seen there; and now to escape wounds
that any malicious tongue could inflict she would
stay where the sins of fathers rested less heavily
on the innocent. There was, to be sure, good reason
for Jason to feel as Mavis felt—he had
been a jail-bird himself—but not to act
like her—no. And then as he rolled
along he began to wonder what part Gray might be playing
in her mind and heart. The vision of her seated
in the porch thinking—thinking—would
not leave him, and a pang of undefined remorse for
leaving her behind started within him. She, too,
had outgrown his and her people as he had—perhaps
she was as rebellious against her fate as he was against
his own, but, unlike him, utterly helpless. And
suddenly the boy’s remorse merged into a sympathetic
terror for the loneliness that was hers.
XXXIII
Down in the Blue-grass a handsome saddle-horse was
hitched at the stile in front of Colonel Pendleton’s
house and the front door was open to the pale gold
of the early sun. Upstairs Gray was packing for
his last year away from home, after which he too would
go to Morton Sanders’ mines, on the land Jason’s
mother once had owned. Below him his father sat
at his desk with two columns of figures before him,
of assets and liabilities, and his face was gray and
his form seemed to have shrunk when he rose from his
chair; but he straightened up when he heard his boy’s
feet coming down the stairway, forced a smile to his
lips, and called to him cheerily. Together they
walked down to the stile.
“I’m going to drive into town this morning,
dad,” said Gray. “Can I do anything
for you?”
“No, son—nothing—except
come back safe.”
In the distance a tree crashed to the earth as the
colonel was climbing his horse, and a low groan came
from his lips, but again he quickly recovered himself
at the boy’s apprehensive cry.
“Nothing, son. I reckon I’m getting
too fat to climb a horse— good-by.”
He turned and rode away, erect as a youth of twenty,
and the lad looked after him puzzled and alarmed.
One glance his father had turned toward the beautiful
woodland that had at last been turned over to axe
and saw for the planting of tobacco, and it was almost
the last tree of that woodland that had just fallen.
When the first struck the earth two months before,
the lad now recalled hearing his father mutter: