gone to bed but, being sleepless, had risen and sat
dreaming before the fire. The extraordinary whiteness
of the moonlight had drawn her to the window when she
rose again, and she stood there like a tall lily, looking
silent sympathy to the sufferers in the bitter cold
outside. She put one bare arm on the sill of
the closed window and looked down at the snow-crystals
hardly less brilliant under the moon than they would
be under the first sun-rays next morning, looked through
the snow-laden branches of the trees, over the white
house-tops, and out to the still white fields—the
white world within her answering the white world without
as in a dream. She was thinking of Jason, as
she had been thinking for days, for she could not get
the boy out of her mind. All night at the dance
she had been thinking of him, and when between the
stone pillars of the gateway a figure appeared without
overcoat, hands in pockets and a bundle of something
under one arm, the hand on the window-sill dropped
till it clutched her heart at the strangeness of it,
for her watching eyes saw plain in the moonlight the
drawn white face of Jason Hawn. He tossed something
on the porch and her tears came when she realized
what it meant. Then he drew a letter out of his
pocket, hesitated, turned, turned again, tossed it
too upon the porch, and wearily crunched out through
the gate. The girl whirled for her dressing-gown
and slippers, and slipped downstairs to the door,
for her instinct told her the letter was for her, and
a few minutes later she was reading it by the light
of the fire.
“I know where you are,” the boy had written.
“Don’t worry, but I want to tell you that
I take back that promise I made in the road that day.”
John Burnham’s examination was first for Jason
that morning, and when the boy came into the recitation-room
the school-master was shocked by the tumult in his
face. He saw the lad bend listlessly over his
papers and look helplessly up and around—worn,
brain-fagged, and half wild—saw him rise
suddenly and hurriedly, and nodded him an excuse before
he could ask for it, thinking the boy had suddenly
gone ill. When he did not come back Burnham got
uneasy, and after an hour he called another member
of the faculty to take his place and hurried out.
As he went down the corridor a figure detached itself
from a group of girls and flew after him. He
felt his arm caught tightly and he turned to find Marjorie,
white, with trembling lips, but struggling to be calm:
“Where is Jason?” Burnham recovered quickly.
“Why, I don’t believe he is very well,”
he said with gentle carelessness. “I’m
going over now to see him. I’ll be back
in a minute.” Wondering and more than ever
uneasy, Burnham went on, while the girl unconsciously
followed him to the door, looking after him and almost
on the point of wringing her hands. In the boy’s
room Burnham found an old dress-suit case packed and
placed on the study table. On it was a pencil-scribbled
note to one of his room-mates: