Strangely enough, I have often found that what other
people could note in their diaries merely as an ordinary
visit or a trivial expedition, assumed for me the
character of an adventure. This occurred on our
journey to the Bad, when, owing to the coaches being
crowded, we were detained at Chur in an incessant
downpour of rain. We were obliged to pass the
time in reading at a most uncomfortable inn.
I got hold of Goethe’s West-ostlichen Divan,
for the reading of which I had been prepared by Daumer’s
adaptation of Hafiz. To this day I never think
of Goethe’s words in elucidating these poems
without recalling that wretched delay in our journey
to the Engadine. We did not get on much better
at St. Moritz; the present convenient Kurhaus was not
then in existence, and we had to put up with the roughest
accommodation; this was particularly annoying to me
on Herwegh’s account, as he had not gone there
for health, but simply for enjoyment. However,
we were soon cheered by the lovely views of the grand
valleys, which were quite bare but for the Alpine
pastures, that met our eyes on our way down the steep
slopes into the Italian valleys. After we had
secured the schoolmaster at Samaden as a guide to
the Rosetch glacier, we embarked on more serious expeditions.
We had confidently looked forward to exceptional enjoyment
in thus penetrating beyond the precipices of the great
Mont Bernina, to which we gave the palm for beauty
above Mont Blanc itself. Unfortunately the effect
was lost on my friend, owing to the tremendous exertions
by which the ascent and crossing of the glacier were
attended. Once again, but this time to an even
greater degree, I felt the sublime impression of the
sacredness of that desolate spot, and the almost benumbing
calm which the disappearance of all vegetation produces
on the pulsating life of the human organism.
After we had been wandering for two hours, deep in
the glacier path, we partook of a meal we had brought
with us, and champagne, iced in the fissures, to strengthen
us for our wearisome return. I had to cover the
distance nearly twice over, as, to my astonishment,
Herwegh was in such a nervous condition that I had
repeatedly to go backwards and forwards, showing him
the way up and down before he would decide to follow.
I then realised the peculiarly exhausting nature of
the air in those regions, as on our way back we stopped
at the first herdsman’s cottage, and were refreshed
with some delicious milk. I swallowed such quantities
of it that we were both perfectly amazed, but I experienced
no discomfort whatever in consequence.
The waters, whether for internal or external use, are known to be powerfully impregnated with iron, and in taking them I had the same experience as on previous occasions. With my extremely excitable nervous system, they were a source of more trouble than relief to me. The leisure hours were filled up by reading Goethe’s Wahlverwandtschaften, which I had not read since I was quite young.