by its effect upon him, and, in high spirits, persuaded
him to forsake his strange retreat and go with me
to meet Uhlig, so that we might all three proceed over
the Santis for a long and pleasant stay in Zurich.
My first glance at my guest, as he landed at the familiar
harbour of Rorschach, filled me at once with anxiety
for his health, for it revealed but too plainly his
tendency to consumption. In order to spare him,
I wished to give up the proposed mountain climb, but
he eagerly protested that exercise of this kind in
the fresh air could only do him good after the drudgery
of his wretched fiddling. After crossing the
little canton of Appenzell, we had to face the by
no means easy crossing of the Santis. It was my
first experience also of travelling over an extensive
snow-field in summer. After reaching our guide’s
hut, which was perched on a rugged slope, where we
regaled ourselves with exceedingly frugal fare, we
had to climb the towering and precipitous pinnacle
of rock which forms the summit of the mountain, a
few hundred feet above us. Here Karl suddenly
refused to allow us, and to shake him out of his effeminacy
I had to send back the guide for him, who, at our
request, succeeded in bringing him along, half by
force. But now that we had to clamber from stone
to stone along the precipitous cliff, I soon began
to realise how foolish I had been in compelling Karl
to share our perilous adventure. His dizziness
evidently stupefied him, for he stared in front of
him as though he could not see, and we had to hold
him fast between our alpenstocks, every moment expecting
to see him collapse, and tumble into the abyss.
When we at last attained the summit, he sank senseless
on the ground, and I now fully understood what a terrible
responsibility I had undertaken, as the yet more dangerous
descent had still to be made. In an agony of fear,
which, while it made me forget my own danger altogether,
filled me with a vision of my young friend lying shattered
on the rocks below, we at last reached the guide’s
cottage in safety. As Uhlig and myself were still
determined to descend the precipitous further side
of the mountain, a feat which the guide informed us
was not without danger, I resolved to leave young Ritter
behind in the hut, as the indescribable anguish I
had just endured on his behalf had been a warning
to me. Here he was to await the return of our
guide, and in his company take the not very dangerous
path by which we had come. We accordingly parted,
as he was to return in the direction of Gall, while
we two roamed through the lovely Toggenburg valley,
and the next day by Rappersweil to the Lake of Zurich,
and so home. Not until many days later did Karl
relieve our anxiety concerning him by arriving at
Zurich. He remained with us a short time, and
then departed, probably wishing to escape being tempted
into more mountain climbing, which we had certainly
planned. I heard from him afterwards when he
had settled for some time in Stuttgart, where he seemed
to be doing well. He soon made great friends with
a young actor, and lived on terms of great intimacy
with him.