Lorelei had listened with breathless interest. Now she burst out impulsively:
“You poor dear.”
Miss Smith smiled, but her eyes were tragic.
“Sometimes I cry when I think about it. I—cry a good deal,” said she. “I didn’t realize until too late what it meant, but, you see, I was tired of working, tired of ambition, and I wanted to come home. Thank God I have no people! I save all the money I can, and when I get enough I’m going to take Agnes Smith out of the moth-balls, dust her off tenderly, and go to raising ducks.”
“Ducks? What do you mean?”
“What I say. That has always been my ambition.”
“Why not quit now?”
“What’s the use? I’m half-way through the swamp; the mud is as deep behind as it is in front. But I’m deathly afraid all the time that I’ll be found out—I’d—rather be notorious than ridiculous. Of course, Aubrey sees to that.”
“Are you fond of him?”
Adoree turned up her nose. “He’s a little pink rabbit. I don’t like any man, and I never have. There’s only one I’d really care to meet; his name is Campbell Pope.”
“The critic. He is nice.”
“The beast. Did you read what he said about me? I’ll never rest until I have a lock of his hair that I’ve plucked myself. I’d love to have his whole scalp—with say, one ear attached—hanging on my bureau where I could see it every morning when I wake up. Somehow I don’t seem to mind the press stuff that Aubrey puts out, but Pope—actually believes what he wrote. And other people will believe it, too. I—I—Gosh! I’m going to cry again.”