with it.’ Dorothy had always avoided any
conversation with her aunt about money since the first
moment in which she had thought of accepting Brooke
Burgess as her husband. She knew that her aunt
had some feeling which made her averse to the idea
that any portion of the property which she had inherited
should be enjoyed by a Stanbury after her death, and
Dorothy, guided by this knowledge, had almost convinced
herself that her love for Brooke was treason either
against him or against her aunt. If, by engaging
herself to him, she would rob him of his inheritance,
how bitter a burden to him would her love have been!
If, on the other hand, she should reward her aunt
for all that had been done for her by forcing herself,
a Stanbury, into a position not intended for her, how
base would be her ingratitude! These thoughts
had troubled her much, and had always prevented her
from answering any of her aunt’s chance allusions
to the property. For her, things had at last gone
very right. She did not quite know how it had
come about, but she was engaged to marry the man she
loved. And her aunt was, at any rate, reconciled
to the marriage. But when Miss Stanbury declared
that she did not know what to do about the property,
Dorothy could only hold her tongue. She had had
plenty to say when it had been suggested to her that
the marriage should be put off yet for a short while,
and that, in the meantime, Brooke should come again
to Exeter. She swore that she did not care for
how long it was put off, only that she hoped it might
not be put off altogether. And as for Brooke’s
coming, that, for the present, would be very much
nicer than being married out of hand at once.
Dorothy, in truth, was not at all in a hurry to be
married, but she would have liked to have had her
lover always coming and going. Since the courtship
had become a thing permitted, she had had the privilege
of welcoming him twice at the house in the Close; and
that running down to meet him in the little front
parlour, and the getting up to make his breakfast
for him as he started in the morning, were among the
happiest epochs of her life. And then, as soon
as ever the breakfast was eaten, and he was gone,
she would sit down to write him a letter. Oh,
those letters, so beautifully crossed, more than one
of which was copied from beginning to end because
some word in it was not thought to be sweet enough—what
a heaven of happiness they were to her! The writing
of the first had disturbed her greatly, and she had
almost repented of the privilege before it was ended;
but with the first and second the difficulties had
disappeared; and, had she not felt somewhat ashamed
of the occupation, she could have sat at her desk and
written him letters all day. Brooke would answer
them, with fair regularity, but in a most cursory
manner, sending seven or eight lines in return for
two sheets fully crossed; but this did not discompose
her in the least. He was worked hard at his office,
and had hundreds of other things to do. He, too,
could say, so thought Dorothy, more in eight lines
than she could put into as many pages.