day become more black, gloomy, and harsh in her manners
both to her mother and her sister. Little notes
had come and little notes had gone, but no one in
the house, except Camilla herself, knew what those
notes contained. She would not condescend to complain
to Arabella; nor did she say much in condemnation
of her lover to Mrs French, till the blow came.
With unremitting attention she pursued the great business
of her wedding garments, and exacted from the unfortunate
Arabella an amount of work equal to her own, of thankless
work, as is the custom of embryo brides with their
unmarried sisters. And she drew with great audacity
on the somewhat slender means of the family for the
amount of feminine gear necessary to enable her to
go into Mr Gibson’s house with something of
the eclat of a well-provided bride. When Mrs French
hesitated, and then expostulated, Camilla replied that
she did not expect to be married above once, and that
in no cheaper or more productive way than this could
her mother allow her to consume her share of the family
resources. ’What matter, mamma, if you do
have to borrow a little money? Mr Burgess will
let you have it when he knows why. And as I shan’t
be eating and drinking at home any more, nor yet getting
my things here, I have a right to expect it.’
And she ended by expressing an opinion, in Arabella’s
hearing, that any daughter of a house who proves herself
to be capable of getting a husband for herself, is
entitled to expect that those left at home shall pinch
themselves for a time, in order that she may go forth
to the world in a respectable way, and be a credit
to the family.
Then came the blow. Mr Gibson had not been at
the house for some days, but the notes had been going
and coming. At last Mr Gibson came himself; but,
as it happened, when he came Camilla was out shopping.
In these days she often did go out shopping between
eleven and one, carrying her sister with her.
It must have been but a poor pleasure for Arabella,
this witnessing the purchases made, seeing the pleasant
draperies and handling the real linens and admiring
the fine cambrics spread out before them on the shop
counters by obsequious attendants. And the questions
asked of her by her sister, whether this was good
enough for so august an occasion, or that sufficiently
handsome, must have been harassing. She could
not have failed to remember that it ought all to have
been done for her, that had she not been treated with
monstrous injustice, with most unsisterly cruelty,
all these good things would have been spread on her
behoof. But she went on and endured it, and worked
diligently with her needle, and folded and unfolded
as she was desired, and became as it were quite a younger
sister in the house, creeping out by herself now and
again into the purlieus of the city, to find such
consolation as she might receive from her solitary
thoughts.