in love, because he had not a shilling in the world;
and the other gentleman was equally aware that it
was not open to him to fall in love with Nora Rowley
for the same reason. In regard to such matters
Nora Rowley had been properly brought up, having been
made to understand by the best and most cautious of
mothers, that in that matter of falling in love it
was absolutely necessary that bread and cheese should
be considered. ‘Romance is a very pretty
thing,’ Lady Rowley had been wont to say to
her daughters, ’and I don’t think life
would be worth having without a little of it.
I should be very sorry to think that either of my
girls would marry a man only because he had money.
But you can’t even be romantic without something
to eat and drink.’ Nora thoroughly understood
all this, and being well aware that her fortune in
the world, if it ever was to be made at all, could
only be made by marriage, had laid down for herself
certain hard lines lines intended to be as fast as
they were hard. Let what might come to her in
the way of likings and dislikings, let the temptation
to her be ever so strong, she would never allow her
heart to rest on a man who, if he should ask her to
be his wife, would not have the means of supporting
her. There were many, she knew, who would condemn
such a resolution as cold, selfish, and heartless.
She heard people saying so daily. She read in
books that it ought to be so regarded. But she
declared to herself that she would respect the judgment
neither of the people nor of the books. To be
poor alone, to have to live without a husband, to
look forward to a life in which there would be nothing
of a career, almost nothing to do, to await the vacuity
of an existence in which she would be useful to no
one, was a destiny which she could teach herself to
endure, because it might probably be forced upon her
by necessity. Were her father to die there would
hardly be bread for that female flock to eat.
As it was, she was eating the bread of a man in whose
house she was no more than a visitor. The lot
of a woman; as she often told herself, was wretched,
unfortunate, almost degrading. For a woman such
as herself there was no path open to her energy, other
than that of getting a husband. Nora Rowley thought
of all this till she was almost sick of the prospect
of her life—especially sick of it when
she was told with much authority by the Lady Milboroughs
of her acquaintance, that it was her bounden duty to
fall in love with Mr Glascock. As to falling
in love with Mr Glascock, she had not as yet quite
made up her mind. There was so much to be said
on that side of the question, if such falling in love
could only be made possible. But she had quite
made up her mind that she would never fall in love
with a poor man. In spite, however, of all that,
she felt herself compelled to make comparisons between
Mr Glascock and one Mr Hugh Stanbury, a gentleman
who had not a shilling.