to her to be deterred from going down, simply because
the man was there. So she descended to the parlour,
and was standing near the open window when Stanbury
bustled into the room, some quarter of an hour after
the proper time. Priscilla was there also, guessing
something of the truth, and speculating whether these
two young people, should they love each other, would
be the better or the worse for such love. There
must be marriages if only that the world might go on
in accordance with the Creator’s purpose.
But, as Priscilla could see, blessed were they who
were not called upon to assist in the scheme.
To her eyes all days seemed to be days of wrath, and
all times, times of tribulation. And it was all
mere vanity and vexation of spirit. To go on
and bear it till one was dead, helping others to bear
it, if such help might be of avail, that was her theory
of life. To make it pleasant by eating, and drinking,
and dancing, or even by falling in love, was, to her
mind, a vain crunching of ashes between the teeth.
Not to have ill things said of her and of hers, not
to be disgraced, not to be rendered incapable of some
human effort, not to have actually to starve, such
was the extent of her ambition in this world.
And for the next she felt so assured of the goodness
of God that she could not bring herself to doubt of
happiness in a world that was to be eternal. Her
doubt was this, whether it was really the next world
which would be eternal. Of eternity she did not
doubt, but might there not be many worlds? These,
things, however, she kept almost entirely to herself.
‘You, down!’ Priscilla had said.
’Well, yes; I could not sleep when I heard you
all moving. And the morning is so fine, and I
thought that perhaps you would go out and walk after
your brother has gone.’ Priscilla promised
that she would walk, and then the tea was made.
‘Your sister and I are going out for an early
walk,’ said Nora, when she was greeted by Stanbury.
Priscilla said nothing but thought she understood
it all.
‘I wish I were going with you,’ said Hugh.
Nora, remembering how very little he had made of his
opportunity on the evening before, did not believe
him.
The eggs and fried bacon were eaten in a hurry, and
very little was said. Then there came the moment
for parting. The brother and sister kissed each
other, and Hugh took Nora by the hand. ’I
hope you make yourself happy here,’ he said.
‘Oh, yes, if it were only for myself I should
want nothing.’
‘I will do the best I can with Trevelyan.’
’The best will be to make him and every one
understand that the fault is altogether his, and not
Emily’s.’
’The best will be to make each think that there
has been no real fault,’ said Hugh.
‘There should be no talking of faults,’
said Priscilla. ’Let the husband take his
wife back as he is bound to do.’