XIX.
I can repeople with the past—and
of
The present there is still for eye
and thought,
And meditation chastened down, enough;
And more, it may be, than I hoped
or sought;
And of the happiest moments which
were wrought
Within the web of my existence,
some
From thee, fair Venice! have their
colours caught:
There are some feelings Time cannot
benumb,
Nor torture shake, or mine would now be cold and dumb.
XX.
But from their nature will the tannen
grow
Loftiest on loftiest and least sheltered
rocks,
Rooted in barrenness, where nought
below
Of soil supports them ’gainst
the Alpine shocks
Of eddying storms; yet springs the
trunk, and mocks
The howling tempest, till its height
and frame
Are worthy of the mountains from
whose blocks
Of bleak, grey granite, into life
it came,
And grew a giant tree;—the mind may grow
the same.
XXI.
Existence may be borne, and the
deep root
Of life and sufferance make its
firm abode
In bare and desolate bosoms:
mute
The camel labours with the heaviest
load,
And the wolf dies in silence.
Not bestowed
In vain should such examples be;
if they,
Things of ignoble or of savage mood,
Endure and shrink not, we of nobler
clay
May temper it to bear,—it is but for a
day.
XXII.
All suffering doth destroy, or is
destroyed,
Even by the sufferer; and, in each
event,
Ends: —Some, with
hope replenished and rebuoyed,
Return to whence they came—with
like intent,
And weave their web again; some,
bowed and bent,
Wax grey and ghastly, withering
ere their time,
And perish with the reed on which
they leant;
Some seek devotion, toil, war, good
or crime,
According as their souls were formed to sink or climb.
XXIII.
But ever and anon of griefs subdued
There comes a token like a scorpion’s
sting,
Scarce seen, but with fresh bitterness
imbued;
And slight withal may be the things
which bring
Back on the heart the weight which
it would fling
Aside for ever: it may be
a sound —
A tone of music—summer’s
eve—or spring —
A flower—the wind—the
ocean—which shall wound,
Striking the electric chain wherewith we are darkly
bound.
XXIV.
And how and why we know not, nor
can trace
Home to its cloud this lightning
of the mind,
But feel the shock renewed, nor
can efface
The blight and blackening which
it leaves behind,
Which out of things familiar, undesigned,
When least we deem of such, calls
up to view
The spectres whom no exorcism can
bind, —
The cold—the changed—perchance
the dead—anew,
The mourned, the loved, the lost—too many!—yet
how few!