VII.
I saw or dreamed of such,—but
let them go —
They came like truth, and disappeared
like dreams;
And whatsoe’er they were—are
now but so;
I could replace them if I would:
still teems
My mind with many a form which aptly
seems
Such as I sought for, and at moments
found;
Let these too go—for
waking reason deems
Such overweening phantasies unsound,
And other voices speak, and other sights surround.
VIII.
I’ve taught me other tongues,
and in strange eyes
Have made me not a stranger; to
the mind
Which is itself, no changes bring
surprise;
Nor is it harsh to make, nor hard
to find
A country with—ay, or
without mankind;
Yet was I born where men are proud
to be,
Not without cause; and should I
leave behind
The inviolate island of the sage
and free,
And seek me out a home by a remoter sea,
IX.
Perhaps I loved it well: and
should I lay
My ashes in a soil which is not
mine,
My spirit shall resume it—if
we may
Unbodied choose a sanctuary.
I twine
My hopes of being remembered in
my line
With my land’s language:
if too fond and far
These aspirations in their scope
incline, —
If my fame should be, as my fortunes
are,
Of hasty growth and blight, and dull Oblivion bar.
X.
My name from out the temple where
the dead
Are honoured by the nations—let
it be —
And light the laurels on a loftier
head!
And be the Spartan’s epitaph
on me —
‘Sparta hath many a worthier
son than he.’
Meantime I seek no sympathies, nor
need;
The thorns which I have reaped are
of the tree
I planted,—they have
torn me, and I bleed:
I should have known what fruit would spring from such
a seed.
XI.
The spouseless Adriatic mourns her
lord;
And, annual marriage now no more
renewed,
The Bucentaur lies rotting unrestored,
Neglected garment of her widowhood!
St. Mark yet sees his lion where
he stood
Stand, but in mockery of his withered
power,
Over the proud place where an Emperor
sued,
And monarchs gazed and envied in
the hour
When Venice was a queen with an unequalled dower.
XII.
The Suabian sued, and now the Austrian
reigns —
An Emperor tramples where an Emperor
knelt;
Kingdoms are shrunk to provinces,
and chains
Clank over sceptred cities; nations
melt
From power’s high pinnacle,
when they have felt
The sunshine for a while, and downward
go
Like lauwine loosened from the mountain’s
belt:
Oh for one hour of blind old Dandolo!
The octogenarian chief, Byzantium’s conquering
foe.